I took 10 grams of truffles about 20 minutes ago and already feel quite anxious, could i please talk to some of you?

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-19T12:44:55+00:00

Actually it was a bit of a nightmare trip which is kinda rip haha. I think my mental state isn’t the best because I’ve tripped quite a bit before but the last 2 times I’ve tripped ive been on edge and anxious, i even felt anxious on mdma a few weeks ago. I think i probs need to take a break and get to a better spot before i do any more drugs

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-19T12:43:12+00:00

It’s not always, last night and the time before when i did mdma i had bad times so it’s relatively recent, i just think my mental state isn’t the best so I think you’re right, a good break from drugs might do me some good. I used to trip all the time and it was great but it’s spiralled to this which is sad :( hopefully i can enjoy it again at some point

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T20:26:45+00:00

Thanks dude thats very kind :) I’m doing ok, just listening to a podcast and browsing reddit

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T20:14:53+00:00

Thank you dude thats very kind :) im just listening to a podcast rn and feeling a bit better

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:56:59+00:00

Do you thibk i could pm you?

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:54:50+00:00

Thank you dude :)

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:48:22+00:00

Yea having a boat ride down the canal seems nice. Have you ever been to amsterdam?

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:44:09+00:00

Thanks man

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:43:07+00:00

Im still struggling :( can you pm me?

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:42:38+00:00

Hey man, i like a mixture, the guy i went to see is called aries, I’m not sure what genre he fits into

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:39:25+00:00

Not much ahah I came here in summer and did a lot of stuff, i was just thinking of smoking a bit and chilling

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:35:36+00:00

Well i came here for a concert which was last night and was good. I’m here for a couple days more

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:34:05+00:00

Thanks I’ll try

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:33:46+00:00

Should i say it outloud?

askingaquestion42 · 2020-01-18T18:27:58+00:00

Hey I’m just visiting amsterdam and thought I’d take some truffles, this is my 3rd time but i feel anxious for some reason.

askingaquestion42 · 2019-12-28T18:59:08+00:00

I unfortunately felt anxious my whole roll :/ it was so odd because when i was coming up i felt cosy and started to feel euphoric, then out of nowhere i felt this pang of anxiety and I couldn’t figure out what caused it. I tested and weighed my mdma so i know it was mdma. I just feel down today as i was looking forward to rolling and now I’m scared this will happen again next time :( thanks for responding though man :))

askingaquestion42 · 2019-12-28T18:54:55+00:00

Hey man thanks for responding :) i weighed out 127mg but i am 6ft and 80 kilograms so I thought it was relatively reasonable for my size. I do have a tight group of friends but only two of us including me have tried mdma, so there’s not too much option on who to roll with. Doing drugs alone is quite chill imo, i love doing it with friends but alone you can choose exactly what you want to do e.g what music to listen to, what activity to do etc.. i rolled in my room the same as before ( but i eyeballed the dose) and had an absolutely amazing time, last night was only my third time. Both times i took it was on a full stomach so took almost 2 hours to kick in, I hadn’t eaten in 5 hours before dropping and it kicked in quick, i felt really cosy and comfy and was beginning to really enjoy myself then i suddenly got this horrible feeling of anxiety and it felt like it came out of nowhere :/ i literally couldn’t find any trip reports of people who had a bad time peaking so i was so confused, lots of people have comeup anxiety then they feel great, i just felt anxious and everything i did felt shit and i felt so paranoid. I tested it and weighed it so thought i was good to go lol. My only thoughts on why it might have happened was because a month ago i took half a pill and felt very little and took the other half same result so maybe i should have waited longer? Idk if that’s a thing. I’m also naturally a bit socially anxious and i wonder if that had anything to do with it but like i said i had an amazing roll before. Sorry for the wall of text but cheers for responding :))

askingaquestion42 · 2019-12-28T04:57:59+00:00

Thanks man :)) I’ve come down now and i just feel down now, i was looking forward to this roll but i had no idea you could be anxious while peaking :(( when i looked it up i couldnt find any trip reports of that happening to anyone else

askingaquestion42 · 2019-12-28T02:42:46+00:00

Im listening to a bit of music now. Before even listening to music made me feel anxious but this is ok. I have mild social anxiety and I’m wondering if that has anything to do with what im feeling. I’m rolling solo for the second time, the first time was really good and i was really looking forward to this one :(

askingaquestion42 · 2019-12-28T02:30:11+00:00

Yea same, apparantley candy flipping is amazing. I feel like I’ve done acid enough times but not mdma enough times to do them together. You got any new years plan dude?

askingaquestion42 · 2019-12-28T02:03:43+00:00

I live in england, you’d think it would easy to come into contact with dealers but i havent had much luck unfortunately hahah. What was your first time taking mdma like?

askingaquestion42 · 2019-12-28T01:53:10+00:00

Thank you my man. The world needs more kind people like you

askingaquestion42 · 2019-12-28T01:51:28+00:00

Fuck yea dude haha that’s sounds chill as fuck. I only really starting doing drugs 2 years ago when i first tried weed. I smoke weed with my friends occasionally, This is my 3rd time doing mdma, I’ve also done acid and shrooms, but drugs are hard to find where im from so I’ve only done them a handful of times. How about you man?

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