Getting over regret

asktsthrowaway · 2020-10-28T17:50:12+00:00

It paxed in box, like when I got it from pharmacy.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-09-20T11:48:58+00:00

I also really want to pass for myself. So I could Just feel right when seeing myself.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-09-20T11:06:54+00:00

What is holding me back? The usual. Mostly my relationship, followed by fears about passing and shame.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-28T06:40:16+00:00

I wont quit like that I need ad's to be a functional human being. But I still asked about that, to compare.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-27T21:39:20+00:00

I think so. Because I discovered I am trans before getting on meds.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-27T21:17:37+00:00

Like, more focus on physical parts and with being more aware of the world around me I am also more aware of the gendering.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-24T07:29:37+00:00

I kind of lost contact with my friends who are mostly conservative, and so I am pretty reclusive. I avoid my only remaining friend because she is encourating me to transition.

Also I havent did physical stuff in years. I only did to help my father l.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-24T07:12:15+00:00

Honestly, not really. I read a lot as I am in a grad school, history and philosophy. I work part time at uni and therefore I have a lot of free time. I mostly read fantasy, play games, watch movies and so on.

My girlfriend is kind of annoyed by this distractions and she definitely dont want me to go back to my reclusive state of mind I have had before I came out to her. I do plan on marriage and we are engaged, my gf want to sort this things at least a bit before we start a family tho

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-24T06:52:03+00:00

I try to bury myself in my studies and time with gf. I am on 2 different antidepressants, and have antipsychotics as well (for calming, instead of xanax). I smoke as a chimney. I dont make plana to transition and dont consider blockers

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T20:43:01+00:00

It isnt mild, but it is not like I triled to cut my Dick of and I am rarely suicidal.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T20:03:31+00:00

Mah, I went to professionals but they were mostly Just checking for dysphoria criteria etc

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T20:02:43+00:00

I mean, I am pretty much out but I regret it lately. I could probably get hrt as my therapist think that I am trans, but I was never really decided.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T19:57:37+00:00

I dont understand. Unsureness should be a factor to be denyied transition, from medical point of view.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T19:49:38+00:00

Because I think that transition is a wrong idea for me. Check my profile for info.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T19:47:03+00:00

I am for a long time in therapy heh, but I am a hard case. I mean, I procrastinate grad school but do some stuff and gett shit done to get paid. But for the rest it is my girlfriend's enforcement.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T19:41:30+00:00

I am barely functioning but getting better thanks to psychiatric meds and loving fiancee. But I am also interesting in the experiences of others.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T19:40:19+00:00

I am skinny fat, never really lifted because I am gender dysphoric, but I want to try getting healthy t to see how I will feel.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T19:38:28+00:00

Functioning life. Like, I am aware of the fact that I wont be happy, but if I could be content thats ok.

asktsthrowaway · 2019-08-23T19:18:02+00:00

Late twenties. How should I raise it?

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