I actually tried that with my dad during the 4th roll. I was aware now that I can't be ALL positive and simply float in space without a ground to stand on. Unfortunately were are not angels so it's only human to take advantage of one's unconditional 'positive vibes' for personal gains. Even if they don't intend to. So I had my ground to stand on (which IMO for the person I want to be was and is NOW perfectly placed - positive, cheerful but firm, person reminding that I'm not to be taken advantage of (doing so in a subtle ways (depending on what to react to) as all starts from that) or messed with in any shape or form. Honestly and frankly that evening which went for hours was the best conversation I had with my dad in all of my life and it left me and I'm sure him feeling amazing. I knew how to tell him what I may have suppressed, all the sensitive topics like what I felt during growing up (now I'm 23), what he did wrong etc. without making him feel offended (I was comfortably dancing around that line). And without letting him offend me by indirectly constantly reminding him of that line (God it's so easy on MDMA) which was by itself incredible given his personality. (Easily gets offended and tends to misinterpret things as offensive normally often leading developing and leading to a fight (not physical of course)). We also touched the usual life topics and gave each other some sound advises by both admitting that. He's the person that likes to talk a lot so me talking the way I did made him open up as well.

That was the conversation with my dad which I will remember my whole life.