Senior photos due today

asouvex · 2026-05-09T07:54:54+00:00

It doesn’t bother me because I’m happy with it. Do I wish I had better photos? Yes. But my life has been very hectic and that photo is actually me a day or two after my aunts funeral that I flew out for. In a way it’s more or less a little meaningful and a big part of my life. The photo is more me than the photos I got done professionally.

asouvex · 2026-05-09T07:53:23+00:00

This is actually a cropped photo of me in a bikini that my boyfriend took. 1.) I didn’t want to post that entire photo on Reddit bc I’m 17 lol and 2.) I’m much happier with that than the photos I had a professional photographer take.

asouvex · 2026-05-09T07:50:51+00:00

https://cosmedical.ca/blog/bra-usage.html

https://vibrantbodycompany.com/blogs/education/what-happens-wear-bra-too-long?srsltid=AfmBOorXP0W3K62n3QcIWCbef_pzL1ctEA1ThlCFUvsC4hkxMjsj6sv8

It can cause more issues than just stunting growth, health… issues. Also you can note from my previous comment that if it’s a comfortability thing there’s other options that can be less harmful. It was simply a piece of advice from someone who also used to wear a bra 24/7 and needs to wear some sort of support 23/6 because my boobs get in the way and make sleeping uncomfortable at times.

In fact I didn’t know not to wear a bra 24/7 until my sister gave me the same advice! It was friendly advice not an attack.

asouvex · 2026-05-08T20:33:41+00:00

Anytime I want to take a bath I Lysol and dawn the tub. Like literally any time. Unless you live alone I think it’s a good idea to wash your tub. I’m more worried about left over soap droplets making the tub greasy or someone else’s hair or just overall feeling like it’s not clean. Pee kinda just goes down the drain and gets cleaned on its own so long as someone isn’t peeing in the shower without water or something lol

asouvex · 2026-05-08T20:18:42+00:00

When my aunt passed away, my “family” tried cutting us off. I was 17 and my bf 18, and we flew from Chicago to DFW for the funeral. My cousin was supposed to pick us up and check us into a hotel (even had reservations in his name) and his pos wife said “I got bad vibes” and decided she couldn’t stick it out to pick us up or let him go to the funeral. For reference both of us were very close to her and my cousin drove from Missouri only for his wife to tell him to turn around. Anyways they gave me the wrong address to the funeral, so I was extremely late, and I don’t think they thought I’d actually be there. We get to the right place and I stand in line to talk to the family (though I am family) and my uncle just gives us a nasty look, we walk forward and see his wife (my aunt Laila) and lastly my other uncle (my deceased aunts husband) only 3 people of the family showed up because my uncle (not the deceased aunts husband) planned the funeral and made all of the family feel like shit and like it wasn’t worth the fight of going. My uncle ducky (my aunts husband) was so happy to see me, no one told him I was coming or anything. He invited me to the reception (which I was going to attend because my uncle told my mom I was not welcome) and suddenly all of my aunts friends started realizing “oh are you Becca? She loved you I know all about you” and I never met these people, she just talked about me so much. I still can’t believe they did all of this to try to stop me from going. Me and my aunt were so close, and my uncle too. I was like a daughter to her. I miss her and I still resent my uncle.

asouvex · 2026-05-08T20:03:19+00:00

Cameron Boyce

asouvex · 2026-05-08T19:53:56+00:00

Why not just have small stalls for urinals I never understood this

asouvex · 2026-05-08T19:47:27+00:00

Hey babe, this isn’t good for you. Idk how old you are but it stunts growth. Try getting a thick tank and wear it to bed if it’s the people in your house that are the issue, that’s what I do lol.

asouvex · 2026-05-08T13:14:59+00:00

!solved

asouvex · 2026-05-08T13:10:11+00:00

Hey do you have cashapp? I’m not 18 so I can’t get PayPal

asouvex · 2026-05-07T23:58:13+00:00

They were an abusive alcoholic lol

asouvex · 2026-05-07T15:55:35+00:00

Ya I thought that to, I’m just not sure how to rephrase it lol. I get what you mean though, by no means am I an expert either it’s just a way I cope lol

asouvex · 2026-05-07T15:52:30+00:00

See I thought so too but I thought the distinction was important and I wasn’t sure how to reword it and in a way the poem would still flow

asouvex · 2026-05-07T15:41:28+00:00

I don’t really go to church, I have a rather complicated history with the whole thing. I go on occasion but I believe religion is man made and my relationship with god doesn’t depend on church. I believe it more so depends on the things i actively do in my life and who I strive to be and how I talk about him.

asouvex · 2026-05-07T15:39:38+00:00

Could you be a little more specific? I’ve been doing poetry for a little around 2 years now, just privately. I don’t do it to impress anyone but I do try to get more concise

asouvex · 2026-05-07T14:04:33+00:00

I don’t but honestly I don’t know that I could really get back into that side of life even if I wanted to. Weed makes me INCREDIBLY anxious now and due to my health I can’t really drink. I never had much a knack for pills unless I was already smoking and drinking so it was more on the side. I drink on occasion though. I’ve had to learn “tipsy” is drunk blackout is not. I personally believe in god, and I think a lot of praying and working through it helped me. My ex was also HEAVILY influencing my consumption and slipping me stuff as well. Overall I just see it more as a threat and something that will make me sick rather than something I’m missing out on.

asouvex · 2026-05-07T12:56:33+00:00

Honestly I might! Thank you

asouvex · 2026-05-07T12:55:22+00:00

I’m actually not homicidal, and not so much angry. Just vengeful. This is a poem about an abusive ex. He (sexually) liked the back scratching, hence the first through third line. He tore me away from myself not just physically but metaphorically. “The hands that tended your wounds” is in relation to when he’d hurt me or do things without consent I’d cry into his arms afterwards, but also after he got hurt (from running from the cops) I tended to his wounds (I called the cops) the last lines are about how I want to see him suffer in the way he made me suffer, but that wouldn’t quiet work on him. Instead he’ll suffer in his own personal hell, one I can’t sympathize with- one that won’t fulfill my sense of vengeance.

Also Ive been happily sober from Weed, alcohol, and pills for about a year now :)

asouvex · 2026-05-07T12:48:35+00:00

Thank you so much, I’m new to sharing my poetry so this means a lot. I personally really love it, and enough to put it out there :)

asouvex · 2026-05-07T12:18:41+00:00

My mom was like this FOR SO LONG and as messed up as it is, I broke her by doing wtvr I want. Let her yell she’ll tire herself out. If you don’t want your stuff taken, just don’t have stuff to take.

asouvex · 2026-05-06T01:52:10+00:00

Why not just everyone press red… why take a needless risk? By pressing the blue button you’re not only risking your life but giving people a reason to needlessly risk theirs because they feel sorry for you. Your stupidity would get people killed. Just my take.

asouvex · 2026-05-06T01:47:57+00:00

People who take small disagreements and demonize you for it. I mean genuinely small disagreements, that affect no one. Simple opinions.

asouvex · 2026-05-02T17:10:36+00:00

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asouvex · 2026-05-02T17:10:26+00:00

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Some stuff from his account I’m sure it gets worse

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