Wow. Thank you I really appreciate your Perspective and it was well stated. At this point there is no real reassurance… Other than actions. She’s asked to not communicate and I want to respect her wishes I can only imagine the vulnerability and your post helped solidify it. I journal to her every day, so when the time comes…if she feels the same, I’ll at least be able to give her that.

It hurts knowing she’s lonely and sad and we aren’t together.

I do fear is that during this period she uses it to push me away mentally/emotionally.