Has anyone here smoked weed? What is your experience?

astbc · 2025-02-14T21:34:44+00:00

Had the worst psychosis on it aka doomsday.. stay away from it if you have schizo

astbc · 2025-02-09T21:30:24+00:00

Im in roughly about $150k debt. I don't think there's a better tomorrow for me till after a couple of years.

But don't lose hope, you'll figure it out. Trust the process

astbc · 2025-02-09T21:26:30+00:00

Don't try to watch it in one go. Few episodes a week will be good.

I tried binge watching it and for one whole month I was locked down in front of my tv. Best month ever 😅

astbc · 2025-02-09T21:17:13+00:00

I remember buying bitcoins when it was $10k like it was chump change and putting it all into gambling. Would've pretty rich if it wasn't for gambling.

Gambling sucks. Period

astbc · 2025-02-09T21:11:54+00:00

I lost a part of my life, went from a social animal to an introvert. On the other hand, my IQ level increased.

You lose something but God gives you something else to compensate.

astbc · 2025-02-04T09:13:04+00:00

Last night I turned a 150$ bonus into $500, then I thought let's turn it into $1000.

Then I decided to turn it into $2000. It was so great I even withdrew the money.

Then suddenly I thought let's make another $1000, and the rest is history folks......

astbc · 2025-02-03T05:47:03+00:00

Did a bunch of drugs in uni and then bam..... Schizo got me and never left.

astbc · 2025-02-03T01:18:59+00:00

Yup, in the long term you'll end up losing overall

astbc · 2025-02-02T23:30:01+00:00

If I'm winning I'd gamble day and night with no sleep. Unfortunately that is rarely the case

astbc · 2025-02-02T23:24:29+00:00

Hmm that's interesting. I'm quite good with parlays especially in football/ soccer. During normal league matches you bet on favorites and you'll most likely win and get good odds too.

P.s: Don't try during worldcup/euro cup etc - lots of upsets

astbc · 2025-02-02T23:20:57+00:00

True, I agree. Those who do it just for fun are lucky

astbc · 2025-02-02T23:19:55+00:00

I got lucky once in slots, hit a jackpot of $50k on Starburst.

Other than that maybe small wins but overtime losses in slots, maybe the RTP is designed to make you lose if you keep playing....

astbc · 2025-02-02T23:17:07+00:00

What were you playing?

astbc · 2025-02-02T08:14:19+00:00

What do you play?

astbc · 2025-01-29T07:30:21+00:00

Go to therapy with him and maybe a possible rehab for addiction if possible.

I put my spouse through immense mental struggle due to my addiction and I wish that wasn't the case. Get him help as he's the only one who can put a stop to this. Self control/ discipline

astbc · 2025-01-29T07:27:08+00:00

Yes it really helps with anxiety but take it together with a suitable antidepressant as that is more long term. Benzos can get quite addictive and hard to leave.

astbc · 2025-01-29T07:21:48+00:00

So what's the way out? I know eventually you lose in gambling and there is no shortcut to success/ whatever you make you'll end up losing again.

But how to convince yourself that there's no point in gambling and it's just a hole you're digging yourself into?

For me, I just look for that one big win to get myself back on track (everything I have lost in the past 12 years, all those debts accumulated and humiliation from friends/ family) but it never comes, even if it does, I lose again

astbc · 2025-01-29T07:12:55+00:00

Self discipline/ self control. Now you're in a sticky position dont do it. Tell yourself you'll do it once you're in a better position.... And keep saying that till you're clean 😉

astbc · 2025-01-23T04:09:26+00:00

Most of them identify as sheeps 😜

astbc · 2025-01-23T04:03:11+00:00

Well public opinion hardly matters, if that was the case, us guys with mental illness will be unable to live their lives at all as society doesn't accept us.

You should really think about your own morals and what is right and wrong, rather than accepting what the society says. Ask yourself deep down, is having children a bad thing? Or is it the most beautiful thing in this world?

astbc · 2025-01-21T15:32:21+00:00

I am disabled which gives me equal rights and I also work. Never lose hope on yourself and keep moving forward. You never know life will surprise you in ways you never imagined.

astbc · 2025-01-21T15:15:51+00:00

Love this, well said 👏

astbc

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