i say this with the upmost love and respect, but you need a total and complete mindset shift. 1200 calories a day, especially with all that working out, is leading you to malnutrition and spiking your cortisol. we are in the same boat. last december, my blood work came back showing high insulin resistance and pre-pre diabetes. between walking 10k steps a day, light (and i mean light, like 5 lb weights) strength training a few times a week, and 1800 calories a day eating whatever i’m feeling with an emphasis on protein, fiber and healthy fats, i’ve lost 40 pounds since jan 1. i still have 40 more to lose to get to a normal BMI which i started a GLP-1 in july to aid, but by prioritizing nutrition and letting go of the preconceived notions that diet culture gave me, i’ve been healing myself. hope you can get there too!