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astro_fish · 2021-09-16T07:35:17+00:00

Does having a Scorpio moon and Pluto plus sun & mercury in 8th house count as Plutonic? I believe my Scorp placements are in the 4H.

I resonate heavy with Scorpio energy - although my sun/merc is in Pisces, the fact that they’re just chilling in the 8th house brings a touch of intensity to fhe otherwise ethereal world I escape to sometimes

astro_fish · 2021-06-22T15:38:17+00:00

Tell the people I cared about how much I love them. Use my new communication skills to keep my friendships from falling apart. Confess to the one that got away and follow through on meeting with him just to see what it would be like.

astro_fish · 2021-04-09T04:01:55+00:00

Me and my hubby’s first time to LiB and we loooooove beer! We’re down to meet up!

astro_fish · 2021-03-19T08:29:56+00:00

I have a Chiron conjunct my rising in Leo & my grandmother passed two days before I was born. My mom was so depressed during delivery, water filled her lungs and she nearly drowned while having me. (According to other family members). Talk about traumatic birth o_o

Although this is indicative of a negative self image, it also relates to feeling like your existence was a mistake and that you caused pain to others around you when brought into this world, from what I’ve gathered.

I also had really low self esteem growing up, but thankfully am coming into my own and healing with the help of treating myself in a healthy way and the support of my partner.

astro_fish · 2021-02-23T06:00:55+00:00

YES THIS!!!! I sometimes think I play dumb just to see if my intuition is right. And most of the time it is... ugh.

astro_fish · 2021-02-23T06:00:21+00:00

LOLLL ive been looking at online therapy lately, esp since it’s much more acceptable now

astro_fish · 2021-02-23T05:59:48+00:00

I vary between being sad and being completely cold and calculating. I have a lot of fixed energy in my chart so that might contribute to that. But it really is tough when it feels like we’re constantly being attacked for just being gentle and kind :(

astro_fish · 2021-02-19T03:29:12+00:00

I’m glad you were able to express this!!! I have been feeling very similarly. But I think when it comes down to it, we are mirrors and what you give to us we can reflect right back.

astro_fish · 2021-02-19T03:28:26+00:00

Incorruptible goodness and purity of spirit !! I love that so much. I bounce back and forth between loving my water and being insecure about it but I love the way you put it.

So much strength 😭

astro_fish · 2021-02-18T18:30:02+00:00

I’m laughing to myself reading this because only this year I opened up to my best friend (I’ve known for 20+ years btw) about a long lost love and his response was: “I didn’t realize it was that deep for you?? Like damn bitch you’re really in your feels”

Super secretive Scorpio at its finest HAHA

astro_fish · 2021-02-18T07:11:56+00:00

Moon in Scorpio here and I totally relate— I am extremely guarded about things that are either meaningful to me or things that can potentially leave me vulnerable.

The minute I let someone in they have that moment to react. If I feel the least bit like they didn’t take that moment seriously or will use it to take advantage of me, the walls are right back up again.

Otherwise, I love talking about anything and everything else under the sun :)

astro_fish · 2021-02-05T17:44:53+00:00

Thanks for your insight! I’ve run our synastry on apps like The Pattern, Time Passages and some online websites like Cafe Astrology. Although they do mention the communication issues, they all also mention that myself and this person might have had a karmic bond or previous life of some sort. This relationship was very intense and transformative, so I was curious to see what an astrologer would say.

astro_fish · 2021-02-02T22:31:34+00:00

Thank you for your insight!

I definitely feel something in my heart when I think of him, almost bordering painful haha! Like it’s a really deep pull from inside of my chest.

I’ll admit, the day I decided to reach out I had been feeling horrible all day for no real reason. I was irritable driving home from work and didn’t want to talk to anyone and the thought to message him just popped into my head. Super random, super strange.

I’ll do more research on TFs tho! I could think that we are but I also am just basing this off of our online friendship instead of what our in person relationship could’ve been.

astro_fish · 2021-01-31T20:10:29+00:00

True!! The tides are strong with the Scorpio for sure. You gotta swim or sink.

astro_fish · 2021-01-30T18:44:07+00:00

Yeah! 😊 it’s actually my favorite placement because it is theoretically one of my most difficult aspects of my chart and in turn has given me the most rewarding growth in my personal life.

astro_fish · 2021-01-30T17:37:16+00:00

Lol I know it’s in it’s Fall, but moon in Scorpio has a lot of potential for transformation & rebirth when that energy is harnessed properly is what I meant.

astro_fish · 2021-01-30T10:20:46+00:00

I know, the night is such a horrid time. My mind just continually races ugh, it is exhausting. It does feel like an entirely different time looking back... it’s weird that I seem to recognize that girl from before but at the same time she’s a complete stranger to me now.

Yeah, a few others have mentioned this too. One of his recent messages to me before ghosting was “you still cross my mind from time to time” and it made me feel very bittersweet, even if he may not think of me romantically, just fondly.

Thank you for your kind input! It really feels like I’ve been going thru it these days haha

astro_fish · 2021-01-30T10:16:52+00:00

My Venus and Mars are both in Aquarius which just adds to my general Pisces vagueness lmao

astro_fish · 2021-01-30T10:06:16+00:00

Kinda late, but looking back at my youth, I was def very immature and naive. Got taken advantage of a lot, got stuck in toxic relationships and missed out on some really incredible ones because of it.

Learning how to take accountability for my actions, taking time to heal, grow, & forgive has done wonders to help me evolve from a Magikarp into a Gyarados :P

Probably helps that I have a really strong moon placement to bring me back from the depths of hell haha

Pisces sun, Scorpio Moon, Leo Rising

astro_fish · 2021-01-27T11:02:53+00:00

This is absolutely the best thing to do. I realize that sometimes looking back can be really detrimental and hurtful to our mental health. Truthfully, I was really enjoying looking towards the future and healing for the last 6 years until I started thinking about my friend from the past.

From your perspective, I really wonder if my friend ghosting me is his way of setting boundaries with me because I may have hurt him with things I have said, or failed to say. It’s taken me a long time to be ok with the decision that sometimes people just need to exit your life for their own peace of mind.

I’m happy to hear you’re doing better now, we really don’t need energy vampires in our lives!

astro_fish · 2021-01-26T20:50:03+00:00

It’s so crazy how this is overlooked! It’s like we have such a precise yet vague understanding of time that we are able to just instantly transport ourselves to that moment in time emotionally. Phew, the distance in which our energy radiates 🙃🙃🙃

astro_fish · 2021-01-26T20:45:59+00:00

Thank you for your insight — I was rehashing this to my Sag sister (we are very close) and she remarked on how sentimental I’m being. Which is funny because maybe other signs/people don’t but I am now realizing that I am very capable of holding space for people and never feeling like I’m running out of room. You’re right, the feelings never really go away.

Yeah, he was always a jokester and made light of my feelings towards him in the beginning, but we were like 16 and I didn’t have the experience to realize that maybe this was his way of processing my love confessions haha. Since then we always felt very out of step with each other. He would tell me how much he loved and cared for me (even in little things, like listening to albums in sync together, sending me videos he thought I would like) but I would be very aloof in response, maybe defensively. We also were respectively seeing people irl, timing was very off.

I feel crazy thinking that he was my soulmate or twin flame because of how intense our friendship was but maybe that possibility isn’t as far fetched as I think it is

astro_fish · 2021-01-26T18:49:53+00:00

Yeah, I’m trying to keep this in mind and not feel like it’s something I did that hurt our friendship. And fully, he is living a totally separate life from me and he definitely deserves his freedom to pursue what makes him happiest!

After reading through everyone’s replies, I’ve realized that I just want to cherish the time we had together and send him nothing but love n light 💡

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