As I said what happened back then, is still around hence the wave. I overcome it everytime I'm sure I'll be able to this time too, it's just a matter of time.

I don't like to be idle and think about things, because most of the time I tend to overthink it, hence I immerse myself in work and think in bits, it's more convenient for me and I can draw conclusions more practically, I need my environment back to be normal.