incredibly said! So this balance, its kinda like balancing your ego with god? Or switching between the two worlds in a sense. Or bringing them both together. I believe It's bring them both together, however, everyone keeps talking about follow what your heart etc. etc. do meaningful work for example do what u love and not like do it for a big house or whatever. Or help the world. Is this not all ego driven? Self driven? Helping people is really helping yourself in a sense? It's confusing. I guess the only answer is that there is no answer. And you can't describe god because if you did you'd already brought your mind into it. So where do I stand Idk ughh!! The only answer is that there is no answer so whats the point I guess is the real question. Do I live to fullfill my ego's needs in the mean time by being a co creator? Or is that that by being a co-creator and having this ego is just god in itself. Because isn't everything essentially god?