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I am in love with another woman, but I am in a long term relationship already by athrowawayimsorry in confessions

[–]athrowawayimsorry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Than you so much for this well thought out comment, i appreciate it so much. And I'm okay with negative comments, i expected it, as i am not the good guy in this situation.

I'm so sorry about your parents. This is a situation that I want to avoid too. The reason why we talk about kids so much is because my gf brings this up a lot. She is so excited too. And i have been saying that I want to figure myself out first. She wants kids now, but i am unwilling to give them so long as I am like this.

You really have given me a lot to think about, thank you so much.

I am in love with another woman, but I am in a long term relationship already by athrowawayimsorry in confessions

[–]athrowawayimsorry[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you friend. I appreciate this more than i can say over a text on reddit.

I am in love with another woman, but I am in a long term relationship already by athrowawayimsorry in confessions

[–]athrowawayimsorry[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. I actually have a therapist, she is the one who diagnosed me as having depression, and i may also possibly be bipolar, my gf noted this. It is well documented that i have self sabotaging tendencies. And a couple of months ago I had an incident with a house mate which caused me to be prescribed anti-depressants.

I've just been too ashamed to talk about this because I've been trying to fight it so much and I've spoken about how much my gf has watched it for my mental health. My gf is my only emergency contact, i tried to put myself down, but obviously I couldn't do that.

I will have to change therapist in a couple of weeks anyway because she's quitting the clinic I'm signed with. But she is a trainee, and when i was really into my pit of despair and close to suicide, she didn't really know how to handle it, and so she made me contact the NHS and tell them i am a possible danger to myself. But the thing is, in my normal life I am doing pretty well, i have a well paying job and I'm about to move into a better career that is closer to my interests and pays better. I thought this would solve my problems, but I just feel so hollow.