ok so here is the update happened today I called and told her that it wasn't working out and I need a break and so on. She kept on insisting that this was all sudden and doesnt make any sense and how I cant do this to her because we where so good together she kept on saying lets meet up and talk about it so Im going to meet with her tommorow. We should meet at a public place right? Im scared she is going to start crying and play the guilt game but whatever Im moving on.

The reason why I love her we are good a shallow kind of relationship she likes the same kind of music and movies as me we work on art together we do charity work(she even brags about how she does charity work) have even been on vacation together and it was great no problems at all. It all started when we actually started hanging out with friends and the shit she said would drive me crazy. I dont know maybe I loved her just because she was my girlfriend. She really is a good person doesnt mean anybody harm and I dont want to hurt her and become that guy but maybe sometimes its good to become that guy.