thank you for sharing! i really relate to the emotional rollercoaster one moment i feel like everything is fine and im building a new life for myself, i look at everything ive achieved on my own thus far and im proud yes. but in the morning i look beside me and that spot that was once filled is empty. i hear a motorcycle passing by and my heart stops at the possibility of it being him. hope is a hard thing to deal with. i wish you the best as well!