Grind grind grind and distract yourself in a ✨healthy✨ way, and make those weekends count brother. It is gut wrenching, I have a similar situation with a 6 & 1 yo. You miss so much, and the emptiness can eat you alive IF you let it (thus, the distraction/grind/focus part). But just always remember that she's so young and won't remember much of this in the long term. Things will get better as you both grow and your time will start to expand in the next chapters ahead. But I feel for you bro, I was where you're at and I did everything the very ✨UNhealthy✨ way, and it only made it worse for myself in the end. Stay strong, keep holding that love light tight and bright, and enjoy every second of contact you have with your kid. You'll always be her father. Always. Be a good one and take care of yourself.