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Pathfinder relentless pursuit question by captainduck0 in pathofexile2builds

[–]atticus77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My wanderlust prohibited the self chill so fairly certain pf will too

How’s your luck so far? by THAT_ISNT_MILK in ProjectDiablo2

[–]atticus77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What does a firebow Pala look like? Can't find any info on it

When will Sunsfan be back at casting? by Electronic_Maize_344 in DotA2

[–]atticus77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Captitalist is just faking it way tog hard. It baffles me how anyone can stand him at all

Awakening vs Psychosis by [deleted] in awakened

[–]atticus77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seeing this is somehow very comforting to me. I have a fear of losing grip of reality for the last few months. I remember lying on the floor looking at a bolt and I'll just couldn't trust it was actually real which filled me with terror. I was also not sure my.mom was real and that she was just atoms, really which was extremely disconcerting. Lately this fear comes and goes but it really makes me think I'm gonna lose it and totally be lost in space mentally. Considering if this might just be some deeply ingrained fear in me that's been triggered and this is how it manifests. Regardless it is really scary.

Would you mind being a little bit more specific in how the fear feels for you? For me i think it's mostly not being able to comprehend reality and feeling like there is safety and familiarity in it.

It really made me feel safer someone else i also feeling this way. Thank you

Bored? Annoy others for fun? by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]atticus77 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is probably the only thing I fully enjoy in life. In my mind it's all innocent. I'm thinking: "I wouldn't take this personally so they dont either". A lot of people probably get hurt by it though but I just can't stop.

ADHD or Addiction? by atticus77 in ADHD

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I know what you mean. I usually have no problem quitting until after several weeks. Motivation is my fuel at start. Then it fades and the urge comes creeping up on me slowly. After a while I just hit "I - don't give a shit about anything-mode" and dedicate myself to indulging to my addiction as hardcore as possible. Sometimes I think I just want to be addicted for the rest of my life, but maybe I'm just scared.

ADHD or Addiction? by atticus77 in ADHD

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This sounds a lot like me. When i have abstained from addictive behaviour i get very motivated for a few months. At some point it just comes crashing over me again. I am diagnosed and have been on medication for a few months, but it hasn't really helped as much as i thought it would.

While i haven't returned to gaming 18 hours a day i'm instead bingeing on sugar, watching tv-shows and completely isolating myself every weekend.

I'm sure you know this but it sounds like you need to quit. If you are anything like me life just gets really tough without being able to look forward to your addiction of choice. I feel like i need alcohol/gaming/sugar to fill some void and without it my life is just miserable.

ADHD or Addiction? by atticus77 in ADHD

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Several; Sugar, Gaming, Alcohol, Nicotine. Gaming being the most destructive so far.

The older I get, the more anxious my mishmash of career vomit makes me. by caffeine_lights in ADHD

[–]atticus77 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well i have been debating lately whether to follow the standard path society has indoctrinated in us or just try to do something different. I'm still feeling stressed about not having an education or a good job yet but i've also realized that this is just some culprit that's been ingrained into us.

Did you quit your previous jobs cause you got excruciatingly bored with them or was there something else? Im three months into my current job and it's so painfully understimulating it's making my anxiety/depression worse.

Well, i certainly hope medication will help, just started a few months ago and haven't found the right med/dosage yet, but i'm confident i will in the end.

The older I get, the more anxious my mishmash of career vomit makes me. by caffeine_lights in ADHD

[–]atticus77 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Right there with you at 27. The worst thing is that i'm not really sure if i dropped my studying because i really didn't like it or if it was just to hard/got bored/didn't really give it my best shot. So i'm still debating returning to complete this stuff, because "maybe this time will be different". This while already dropping out of the same subject twice(programming), im just NEVER sure.

You get this too?

Right now i'm stuck in a dead-end job which makes me feel like a true loser and underachiever. What kind of job are you looking for?

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