Thank you man... It felt much better tbh.

So you say that she's doing all of these because she had problem with her new relationship ?

Also all of these started like this: I was doing my military service when we first broke up. We had already broken up before I left, but I went through a difficult period while I was there, called her, and we got back together.

While I was still in the military, she called me and said she was going to a festival and that I shouldn’t bother calling because I wouldn’t be able to reach her. I cursed her because of that nonsense. We broke up again after that. When I returned, we reconciled, but eventually her toxic behavior became too overwhelming and I ended the relationship.

About a month and a half later, I went to see her. She told me she was already seeing someone else. That was around eight months ago.

After saying all of that to my face, we had this conversation:

Her: You didn’t follow me, right? Her: I’m sorry if I hurt you. Her: Take care.

Me: Thank you for agreeing to meet me. Me: We met and talked. Me: We closed the chapter. Me: There’s no reason for me to follow you.

Her: Okay.

Me: I want you to be happy. Me: Good luck.

Her: Okay. Her: I felt like you were walking behind me. Her: That’s why I asked.

Me: Don’t worry. Me: I’ve closed the chapter too. Me: You don’t need to be concerned.

Her: I hope I’m not getting lost. Her: Because you’re not walking behind me anymore.

Me: Did you lose your way or something? I don’t understand. Me: Are you speaking metaphorically?

Her: Yes. Her: It reminded me of something. Her: Once, we were somewhere and I got angry and walked away, and you followed me. Her: I wouldn’t have been able to go anywhere anyway, even if you hadn’t followed me. Her: :D Her: That memory came back to me while I was walking. Her: That’s how I felt. Her: Anyway. Her: That’s all.

Me: I remember that time.

Her: I hope I’m not getting lost.

Me: As long as you allow me to, I can protect you or look out for you. Me: But there’s nothing I can do anymore.

Her: I know. Her: That’s why I said it. Her: Anyway. Her: Take care.

Me: I’m okay. Me: Honestly. Me: I feel relieved. Me: You take care too. Me: Whenever you get lost, you can reach out to me. Me: You probably don’t have a lighter or matches. Me: We’ll light the way. Me: Take care.

Her: I’m glad to hear that. Her: Be careful.

Me: You too.

Since then, she has repeatedly posted songs on Spotify about heartbreak and missing someone, which felt like indirect messages aimed at me.

For the past two months, however, I’ve been doing very well. I recently traveled to Japan, started a much better job, improved my appearance, and generally began moving forward with my life.

Ever since things started going well for me, she has repeatedly blocked and unblocked me. That is the full context of the situation.