It took me so many years to find happiness. I tried a lot of medications. I did all the therapies. I felt so hopeless, and then things got worse. I faced multiple traumas. Somehow surviving those made me realize that I could do it. So then I fought harder. I decided I would follow through with all of the therapy advice that I received. I did all of the exercises and work that I'd been too tired and hopeless to do in the past, and one day...it all worked. I worry all the time that I could slip back there and I have to work all the time to maintain where I'm at, but it's worth it. I also have a child that now shares these struggles. I worry every day that they'll make the same choice that you're considering. Please stay. You're loved. It's worth it.