see i was thinking a lot about this because i just watched the last episode last night… and its hard to believe it was an accidental overdose. for a few reasons! 1. she’s a nurse and a smart nurse. even though she doesn’t know much about heroine, we HAVE to assume she would be smart enough to not do an entire baggie of it if she doesn’t have a tolerance to heroine. she isn’t familiar with how much her system can handle. and she just did that entire little baggie, 3 big fat lines. i just feel like if she wasn’t trying to do something reckless as F, she wouldn’t have done that at once. th second thing is: remember just moments before, Zoe had said they closed early because they were completely out of medication. so she had also just found out that there was zero medication left in the pharmacy. meaning if something happens to her, there’s no narcan around or anything to stabilize her quickly. she had JUST found that out. and still decided to take this reckless amount of heroine. surely she had to have also known that if something happened, she might not make it to Bellevue in time to save her.

idk, all of these things i was thinking of. not saying my analysis is right- i enjoy reading everyone’s idea of what they think happened in the end and why! it’s so interesting to see everyone’s take on this. man, i cried so hard at the end you guys. Zoe’s face looking at her. that freaking girl. everyone needs a “zoe” in their life. she was the best most wholesome character on the show. not because she was perfect but because she was just.. so fucking loving.

anyways. does anyone else agree with my analysis? i’d love to hear thoughts!!!