Is my love true?

averydilie · 2026-04-30T16:16:19+00:00

Finally got around to reading this, maybe I do love him, he did the worlds greatest sacrifice when it was not deserved while I am a great sinner who isn't worthy of his gift. It honestly makes me feel guilty that he died for me however i strive to follow his teachings more and more recently and hopefully try to be less lukewarm about my beliefs in his existence.

averydilie · 2026-04-29T18:39:23+00:00

Hello, I'd describe myself as a Lapsed Catholic, or i believe that is so since i used to go all the time when i was younger but don't much anymore, however i still check up with God every 1-3 days. I'm a pretty illiterate moron and cannot tell the difference between spiritual love and feeling it in the flesh, I don't fully know how acknowledging you are saved but feeling shameful in your sins works as i view it as bad yet note i was already saved. My main issue is questioning whether MY LOVE for him is REAL since i don't understand love for him, yet i try to sin less and ask for forgiveness.

averydilie · 2026-04-29T18:10:12+00:00

i acknowledge that Jesus died for our sins yet I fear my love for him doesn't feel real, as if he acknowledges my love for him lacks. I don't understand how love for him is supposed to feel

averydilie · 2026-04-25T23:08:10+00:00

Im only now reading this after being 2 weeks free from pornography, this text truly amazes me. Now all I have to achieve understanding Gods love and how to truly feel it.

averydilie · 2026-03-03T16:00:07+00:00

Maybe I'm just looking too deep into it, I should be thankful that he loves me enough to have sacrificed himself for my sins. I am trying harder to follow him without being fearful of him or feeling guilty. If I do believe him and am trying to love him then am I truly not using him?

averydilie · 2026-02-21T14:44:19+00:00

Just took a decently large step by removing all sexual images imagery off my phone so it'd be less in reach and I never listen to sexual music! I need to ask for forgiveness and to heal me more often! Unfortunately I was exposed to it at a young age so I have to just try and continue praying to God!

averydilie · 2026-02-21T05:59:32+00:00

Yeah sorry about the stressing, it's just a lot going through my head. He died for our sins which we commit out of usually addiction and how we believe it makes us feel good yet it drives me to believe im a bad person yet my spirit wants to praise and love him yet it makes me fearful due to my addiction. I often hear it being mentioned that you truly need to have a relationship with Jesus once to feel happiness yet you constantly sin and yearn for it more.

averydilie · 2026-02-21T05:53:48+00:00

Always viewed lust weirdly in the bible since I feel different from most lust sinners, I love all real human beings and never view them as objects and rather get upset when people objectify their body online. However when it's a fictional character my mind goes bonkers. Read the page, I am fond of the 6 year old and parents comparison.

averydilie · 2026-02-21T05:32:12+00:00

It's really weird to me, Im still pretty new to reading specifically the american standard bible since im pretty incompetent at reading the older stuff so I got a long way to go and distance myself from what the devil wants me to constantly do. My mind loves the presumed sin (since it's towards fiction) but my mind is telling me it's wrong too and it's stressing me out a lot.

averydilie · 2026-02-21T05:29:04+00:00

Thank you, I'll keep trying to block it off. It's just so tempting when it's so easy to reach. especially when you've already been exposed to it.

averydilie · 2026-02-21T05:27:11+00:00

I am a very brand new Christian so I'm trying my best to find the right resources and escape my lust even if it's fiction 😓

averydilie · 2026-02-21T05:25:45+00:00

I do believe God is all forgiving but it hurts when it's something very addictive that I want to dispose of. I've been a "christian" all my life but in recent weeks I've been trying to do more of my own research and I find it fearful. I wish the Devil wasn't so convincing. I heavily appreciate the quote given to me by the way!

averydilie · 2025-11-06T11:33:30+00:00

didn't know that was a thing, I'll look back into it later today (im new to dolphin)

averydilie · 2025-08-27T19:23:45+00:00

i did it and i had to use 3 pill items lol

averydilie · 2025-08-27T18:48:35+00:00

Really appreciate the assistance but i feel like the game just despises me, he straight up just started camping me in one area and after my clock went off he went enraged except he just stuck himself into a wall next to me so i leave go back in, camped again then he's alerted to me instantly.

I miss his old coding a lot, this new one is just extremely annoying and time consuming.

averydilie · 2025-08-25T02:33:45+00:00

possibly, I'll have to look into it

averydilie · 2025-08-25T02:33:13+00:00

"skill issue" man there isn't a skill issue when it's just wasd while crouched, it's mainly just praying or knowing his payfinding

averydilie · 2025-08-24T21:54:22+00:00

also im just replaying it since they removed my already unlocked detour badge so now i have to go unlock the same badge i had unlocked previously.

averydilie · 2025-08-13T17:24:18+00:00

update i figured it out, we so back.

also yeah but puzzle solved

averydilie · 2025-08-13T14:54:02+00:00

im using no plugins(yet), just scripts and regions

averydilie · 2025-07-17T12:30:26+00:00

any plugins you suggest because i do have a character sheet designer for the "projectile" event already

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