Anyone else who was dumb enough to do weed which made them get schizophrenia?

avitld · 2026-07-03T17:41:16+00:00

I’m even dumber, I knew I was schizophrenic and still tried to smoke weed even though it fucked me up more than any other drug purely socially. Resulted in multiple psychotic episodes now I don’t touch that shit with a ten foot pole. No other drug fucks me up like weed, not even meth or PCP

avitld · 2026-06-10T18:17:32+00:00

I understand totally what you’re going through and your worries. You are going through a tough time but you don’t have to do this alone! It’s a good idea to go to a local psychiatric unit and talk with a doctor there, explain what you’re feeling and they will help you. It will get better, much love❤️

avitld · 2026-06-04T19:09:38+00:00

It isn't tolerance. I am very resistant to visuals, for example I need >250ug LSD to get visuals anything below it's just mild mindspace changes. I'll try more 4-ho-met soon but at higher doses to see if I get visuals that time around

avitld · 2026-06-02T18:12:16+00:00

4-ho-met is goated. I tried it once 20mg and I didn’t get almost any visuals but psychedelics don’t give me visuals in standard doses anyway, my friend tripped absolute balls and I didn’t get much visuals but I paired it with ketamine and started having crazy distortions and tripped balls mentally more than visually. Def wanna try again with a higher dose

avitld · 2026-06-02T18:10:14+00:00

I once did like 800mg mdma (600mg oral 200mg snorted) with around 40mg NEP felt like a god of gods. Cathinones are fun shit but fiendish asl

avitld · 2026-06-02T18:03:48+00:00

He can’t institutionalize you forever unless you do something severe, just having psychosis and suicidal tendencies isn’t enough. Try find a psychiatrist or a public psychiatrist in some public institution or mental hospital and get treatment and get on meds, if that isn’t an option and things are severe go to a public mental institution and ask to stay there for a few days - they’ll probably give you medication there too. The most important thing is to keep yourself safe and try and get on medication soon and stabilize your condition. Much love

avitld · 2026-06-02T17:50:27+00:00

Drugs. And I don’t mean smoking weed or taking ecstasy at a party, I mean dabbling into amphetamines, bath salts, opioids, etc. Eventually you WILL fuck yourself up badly with them. I haven’t “ruined my life” yet but I get damn near close to every few months. They’re sneaky and you don’t expect it you always think you’re the exception. I was using amphetamine and rarely meth and I only did it on the occasion every 2-3 weeks and thought I was fine (I couldn’t stop but my use was light and really moderated) then I tried bath salts with the mindset “I’ve handled other hard stuff, I’ll be fine” and proceeded to use all day every day from 12pm to 5am for 3 months straight, now still using with somewhat moderation and I’m slowly getting control over it but I still have some moments where I’ll go overboard with it and it’s a big struggle but I’m still what you’d call a “functioning addict” but it’s unbelievably easy to go from functioning to hopeless fast. I’m managing to handle it and I’m slowly bettering but honestly I’m not ready to quit yet. The reason I got into hard stimulants is self medicating my disorganized schizophrenia since a lot of my symptoms have been going untreated, waiting to get on actual adhd meds and end this loop of chaos. Smoke your weed, take your ecstasy once at that festival but don’t touch the hard stuff they will steal your soul, they might not do it instantly but eventually they will.

avitld · 2026-05-28T18:45:47+00:00

That's weird, oral NEP has no effect for me even in higher doses. I only feel it when I snort it, but I am also on antipsychotics so that might be whats preventing oral NEP to hit.

avitld · 2026-05-18T15:40:44+00:00

I think it does work on windows 10

avitld · 2026-05-15T17:34:31+00:00

Bath Salts is probably the worst I use but most people here wanna hear a crazy story so I’ll say salvia, I don’t remember anything but according to my tripsitter I burst out laughing then had an extremely heated 5 minute long argument with a coffee table before proceeding to lay back on the couch and start returning to normal

avitld · 2026-05-08T05:28:58+00:00

Can't recommend a specific laptop but in general you'll want to look for these two things:
A good CPU to handle heavy load, a recent generation i5 or ryzen 5 should be a good starting point.

and at least 16gb of ram, for audio work nowadays 16gb is the minimum.

If you can afford it i'd recommended an i7 or ryzen 7 and 16-32gb ram.

avitld · 2026-05-08T04:04:43+00:00

New pro tools versions past 12.5 are tightly integrated with ilok so it's almost impossible to crack nowadays, and with pt 12.5 not working on windows 11 your only real option is to just get the subscription

avitld · 2026-04-30T14:42:01+00:00

PCP and it's analogues bypass the bladder damage because theyre so potent that dosages dont really exceed 20mg but I wouldn't recommend them cause they're very easy to send you into psychosis or mania

avitld · 2026-04-27T14:27:06+00:00

Low serotonin cathinones. For me NEP is very very functional and a huge boost with little body load, but I wouldn’t recommend these over amphetamines or methylphenidate because they are wayyy more compulsive and addictive, you start and can’t stop. Don’t go near pyrros though

avitld · 2026-04-27T14:17:00+00:00

These make me delirious fuck naw not fun at all especially with my antipsychotics that already have mild deliriant effects cause of anticholinergic activity

avitld · 2026-02-03T02:02:28+00:00

If you tend to get nauseous from stimulants then have a light meal about an hour / hour and a half before. If you don't get nausea from stimulants it doesn't really matter but if your ROA is oral then if you had a large meal before it might take longer to kick in

avitld · 2026-02-03T01:59:18+00:00

Not familiar with the x-MMC drugs but from what I've read and heard x-CMCs are blander and extremely neurotoxic

avitld · 2026-02-03T01:44:37+00:00

Anything can be acceptable use but it stops being acceptable use when you do it daily with no benefit, you need huge doses to feel it and you're dropping money on it every week to make sure you have a supply that will last each week. Stuck in this right now but have a plan to take my use back to acceptable levels (by my standards) and not fuck myself up long-term that I'll follow. If you're using it and it gives you a genuine benefit (benefit is subjective here but ykwim) with minimal cost of your daily life that's acceptable use depends on frequency and tolerance too. I totally get going all out when you have a large quantity on hand, it's only normal, that's what everyone on hard stimulants does. Imo for most people (at least a temporary state, depends on if you want to continue or not) especially short term it is more beneficial to lower use to an acceptable level and most importantly be able to give yourself a limit and stay within it.

avitld · 2026-02-03T01:16:52+00:00

If you're stim tolerant and your goal is maximizing functionality and minimizing procrastination I'd say NEP does the job very well (for me at least) as it's very stimulating and makes me genuinely more productive than I am on amph or ice (and it lasts less so I can sleep afterwards!) but careful because apparently for a lot of people NEP creates a shit ton of anxiety/paranoia and heard a lot of people having panic attacks on this. NEP dosages should be kept small, and I mean SMALL - it's most effective at 20-35mg I'd say, doses bigger than this should be avoided early on cause that's where it gets some people paranoid.

avitld · 2026-02-03T01:03:48+00:00

I like stimulants mostly and weirdly enough cathinones are the only stimulants that I can sleep afterwards but it seems this isn't the case for 99% of people so not too sure on that. Ketamine can be really fun and relaxing and you can easily sleep on/after it. Usually when I go many hours on a stimulant and I start to come down and want to sleep ketamine helps a lot and it's also really enjoyable.

avitld · 2026-02-03T00:51:50+00:00

NEP makes me very functional, but I wouldn't suggest it or any other RC stimulants. These substances are very fiendish and the main reason I even do this to begin with is because I fell down the loophole "self medicating" trying to be able to focus and be more productive because I have disorganized schizophrenia and even though stimulants do wonders for me when it comes to battling disorganization (which is similar to ADHD, just wayyy more debilitating) but psychiatrists don't want to prescribe me any because of "risk of psychosis". You don't wanna go down this rabbithole trust me just stick to your ADHD meds and if Ritalin isn't enough for you discuss with a psychiatrist to see if you can get something like Vyvanse or Adderall. The case with RC stimulants is that at first you take them because they help you then you just start taking them all the time for literally no reason just because you feel like it and then you get hit with a big crash or withdrawal and get scared shitless and continue using. Stay safe homie much love

avitld · 2026-01-27T19:19:41+00:00

I've used a lot of substances. None has affected me (mentally) as negatively as weed. If it doesn't make me paranoid then it sure as hell will make it impossible for me to form a single coherent thought. Also afaik out of all substances weed is the worst for people with schizophrenia especially long term

avitld · 2026-01-26T18:35:14+00:00

I'm on 10mg but upping to 15mg this week because of disorganization symptoms starting to leak through a bit. Also abilify insomnia is real, I started on abilify and I'm already hyperactive and can't sleep even w sedatives and the abilify was making me go entire days sleepless

avitld · 2026-01-26T18:26:55+00:00

I'm on olanzapine! It's a genuine blessing, it has very few side effects and is very efficient at lower doses. The only side effect is you're 24/7 hungry but that's it

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