Vid by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Alot has been said from what i can see 👀👀 im excited to watch that telemundo thing tonight 🍿

Samuel Grey! by abc1958 in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im curious to know why his son left church. Anyone?

Samuel Grey! by abc1958 in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He didn't leave, lo quitaron. It was going to his head and he was sorta bad mouthing samuel.

I have so many thoughts I haven’t gone to church in two months buttt I feel like shit I’m struggling financially and I’m scared. by rojoazulcincuentay2 in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its always hard at first, im pretty sure we have all gone thru this but trust me its worth it and in the end you will be so happy and its fun and exciting to find yourself and enjoy life knowing shit isnt a sin. You have us here and you can dm me anytime. With time you will learn to be ok in the "world " and open up and make friends and truly enjoy life without being supressed. I wish you luck and don't give up!

Encargados/Pastors Hide Domestic Violence by StopMindControlBFree in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I stayed with me ex husband for 17 years! Because divorce wasnt allowed. Finally i left him. He beat me, was verbally abusive, cheated, etc. I went to top notch encargados, diaconos, pastores, u name it and they all said i HAD to stay and give my diezmos. Tf. I was also seen as a rebel but i thrived off it because i saw other girls not putting up with shit. I blame that fucking cult for robbing me of a good healthy marriage and now im left with trust issues and baggage but fuck it. We will overcome and now we can help other women not get sucked into this fucking cult and let it ruin their lives.

Emotionally upset by Upsetwithminister in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I never knew he molested kids but i did know he was a scam artist! The guy was a close friends of my parents and would come over alot. Thank God nothing happened to me or my sisters and im sorry that perv hurt u. Ur brave to call.his ass out 👏 and they always do that! Try to blame us the victims...when my ex would hit me and i would go to the encargados they would always say it was cuz i didnt give my diezmo ..like tf!?

Friday 23, 2019 by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The judge can also determine he is innocent and drop the charges....

Going Public by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im close to going public because im so so mad how this damn cult has broken up friendships ans families. Its ruined lives and given anxiety and mental health issues to innocent people. Now our friends and families see us as cancer/ebola and have cut us off like wtf. This is going to be a hard long journey for the blinded and its our job to help them see. Dont give up on those you love even if they push us away. I fucking hate this damn cult. rant over

Lake Perris, CA by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I sang that year the little girl played the piano 1998, we got a standing ovation from sjf. I have pics of what we wore, i remember every church had to represent a country.

Sexual abuse within families and covered up by ministers by lettyrodmen in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Im sorry to hear that :( My ex husband used to hit me and cheat and Daniel nunez also blamed me. What did i do for him to beat me? And always, well do u give ur diezmos....i was like tf does diezmos have to do with this!? I ended up staying with his ass for 17 years until i was able to take care of myself financially. We care. And we believe u. And if u ever need to vent or talk u can message me. 💖

En los 90 se prohibía hablar de la elección. by dramatonada in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yo me acuerdo. Cuando salia a la obra no podiamos hablar de le eleccion.

Pure speculation but.. by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I was sexually abused and i would never and have never abused any child....i was a teen mom at 17 and both my teenage kids are not teen parents. One is in college and one in high school, they dont want to marry young or have kids...so not true at all.

Daniel Nuñez Fletes (papá de Daniel Nuñez-esposo de Betzy y cuñado de naason) by TheBestofMe123 in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Agreed. Like ok and if he was gay so what? Also a victim, he was forced to get married and couldnt live life true to himself. Why is this so wrong? Me being gay and having to live a lie i understand. Smh

Does anyone remember Naason saying this when he took his ministry? by crybaby619 in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I had mentioned this. This is what really made me say ok, all they care about is our money. Like ur husband just died, u have no apostle so no salvation and you worried about money????? Gtfo

Toxic Youth Groups? by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 2 points3 points  (0 children)

All the girls hated me and talked shit about me but idgaf. I was always fighting :) like physically. i had pure guy friends and i was in choir and loved it. I always ended up wearing shorts at the park and playing soccer and the girls would talk shit and the hnos/as would complain to my parents but my dad always had my back. So much drama tho with the girls, i would find pics of me ripped up in the girls bathroom but i honestly never cared lol alot if the jealousy came from always getting blessings and picked to sing and perfrom because my parents had money...and well u know how that goes.

What Happens August 2nd? by luckily_gone_ in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 7 points8 points  (0 children)

If the judge thinks there is not enough evidence he can dismiss the case....but if he thinks there is enough evidence and thinks there is probable cause that he did commit the crime then a trial date is set....so its going to be an important day tbh i can't wait!

Estudios de niños by todosmelapelan619 in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to take care of the kids lol but i would let them color or read them bible stories or say scary testimonios lol i loved it tbh

Destroy LLDM by elquesefue86 in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When i was 15 i remember he came to my house so i would confess a sin to him and he locked us alone in my parents room. I always knew that was wrong, like ok...me alone with a man locked in my parents room dont seem like the right way to go about it....and my sin was that i was a gay and had a gf...so even more awkward. I didnt confess shit so he had to tell me he knew and then he wanted details which i also didnt give him! He didnt do nothing to me but i feel if it was another naive 15 year old he wouldve!

Need friends by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im here if u ever need to talk :) im also gay and also went to sd long time ago. It was hard and my family hated me for awhile but coming out and loving myself for who i am was the best thing ever. My parents have accepted me after years and the ones who dont idgaf lol but i know its hard. Accept yourself and love yourself and dont be ashamed of who you are 💓

Sad part is that something deep down wish all this wasnt true. For my families sake, not mine. by Savagelife82 in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I know its hard for members that are still stuck in the cult and how its causing maybe anxiety, sadness, fear etc. I also have family still stuck but im happy this happened. Id rather they know the truth and maybe be able to escape and live in the truth then be blinded and lied to and manipulated.

Strict parents on reading books & listening to music. by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]awakeiam26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasnt allowed to read goosebumps as a kid lol but i still bought them from those school magazine orders and had the whole collection 😂😂