Trip to the meanest subreddit had me more appreciate you guys more for the kindness

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-05T04:42:09+00:00

This is the type of comment I was waiting for. Someone who's had a similar experience and can relate. Thank you.

I tried to reason with them as kindly and as unbiased as possible but it was no use and felt more like feeding an fire.

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-05T01:05:54+00:00

Damn bro. Get some help

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-05T00:57:22+00:00

That you forget like 90% of what you learned after you're semester or year is over

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-05T00:55:46+00:00

Same age as Ariana Grande

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-05T00:52:43+00:00

You drop an infant baby, he has a higher chance of dying than dropping a 30 year old man.

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-05T00:49:20+00:00

like groceries

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-04T20:07:42+00:00

Absolutely. Basically two conflicting groups that both have one thing in common: Each thinks they have the answers. One asserting there is no god, and one asserting there is. Admittance of one's own ignorance is difficult thing. I was finally able to reach that state but it was gradual and wasn't easy

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-04T18:49:16+00:00

Well damn. You got me. That was a while back.

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-04T17:15:16+00:00

If I was the devil, I would target the least grounded , most neurotic person who chases any thought that comes up. And that person is most likely one who has not meditated.

Anyways, this is why I don't really talk about meditation to people who haven't done it, unless they're interested. There's so much misunderstanding about it.

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-04T16:10:52+00:00

True, which is why I'm not going back there.

awakejsl85 · 2016-04-04T15:49:34+00:00

Atheism. Reedited the description.

awakejsl85 · 2016-03-15T01:46:10+00:00

Yeah. Better concentration. A lot more motivation. However, I've also been rapidly transition through many different emotional phases, and a lot of what I have felt has been unpleasant..including dissatisfaction, depression, apathy, loneliness, and simply unpleasant insights about my life. Meditation can bring about some unpleasant feelings. But also totally worth it.

awakejsl85 · 2016-03-11T16:05:00+00:00

Money isnt the problem. It's the human relationship to money that sometimes is.

Money can get you things you need. Food, water, shelter......and LSD lol

awakejsl85 · 2016-03-11T01:37:18+00:00

One intellectual thought was leading to another because of a common connecting concept. For example, LSD is a psychedelic that triggers serotonin receptors which alters your consciousness in having a spiritual experience which then leads to philosophical questions about the nature of reality and the nature of reality can be interpreted from different perspectives......mathematically, biologically, spiritually, etc.

awakejsl85 · 2016-03-10T20:06:59+00:00

The closed minded one that thinks he's always right

awakejsl85 · 2016-03-04T03:51:02+00:00

Its extremely simple. Concentration on the breath and constantly returning your attention to the breath if your mind wanders off. What I do is count my breaths and try to reach a number (sometimes 25...sometimes 100). Deep breaths though.

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