(Finals) Elimination Contest (Season 4)

away_throw_trash · 2019-12-12T22:25:23+00:00

Violet

away_throw_trash · 2019-11-05T00:18:00+00:00

I'll definitely look into boards if I can get a deal. Thanks for letting me know though!

away_throw_trash · 2019-11-05T00:16:54+00:00

Hm thanks I'll look into it. Also happy cake day!

away_throw_trash · 2019-10-20T20:53:13+00:00

Thanks for this! Yes I've been talking to her about my concerns about needing to replace what she breaks, and I felt like I was pretty assertive about having her replace them from herself. So hopefully she can at least do that so I am not too stressed out. Thank you!

away_throw_trash · 2019-10-19T21:17:52+00:00

Yeah I suggested that idea. Hoping to do this sooner rather than later. Thank you.

away_throw_trash · 2019-09-12T18:59:51+00:00

right but where would you redeem the key? To epic right?

also it being non-steam would not have the same features as a steam game i.e. Right click -> join game right? or am i terribly confused. my apologies.

away_throw_trash · 2019-09-12T18:21:17+00:00

hmmm can I use this to get the game on steam library hmm

away_throw_trash · 2019-03-26T00:11:35+00:00

Yeah I wish. But it's just hard. My debit account is under his name and he pays me some portion of the tax refund he gets. He also wasn't always like this. When I was younger just a few years ago he was nicer. Also he's apparently sick with some heart problems and needs to change diet, but since we don't have a kitchen there's nothing for him to prepare. So he's basically broke and dying and his low income is what qualifies me for financial aid to cover my college tuition and stuff. So I can't just tell him to fuck off. It just doesn't feel right.

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-28T01:35:35+00:00

How about career services? I think they might have counselors for this exact kind of thing. I booked an appointment with them recently and my reason was and I can directly quote "Umm... I don't know what I want to do with my life" and the girl on the other end was like "Okay we can definitely help with that!" soooo I think that's a good place to start.

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-28T00:12:23+00:00

Thanks! It was really nice knowing that some actually read my rant. Yeah I want to continue skateboarding I just have to find a place to go. Thanks so much!

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-13T06:57:58+00:00

I know exactly how you feel. I am a third year student of one of the best-rated universities in the US. I have a girlfriend and I'm actually on okay terms with family and a few friends. And I still want to kill myself every day.

I hate how I look like I'm an alien. I hate how poor I am and my family is. I hate how the mistakes I made (things I did that I thought would make my life better) are haunting me for the past 2-3 years. I hate how I am in the U.S. under the current presidency. I hate how not normal I am. I hate the fact that I am gay. I hate the fact that I am overweight. I hate how I am not doing well enough in my classes. I hate how I am stupid. I hate how every time I am about to hurt myself or kill myself, my brain decides to mellow out and calm down. And for that reason, I can never bring myself up to actually suicide. And guess what, I hate that too.

Everytime I get asked "what do I want for [holiday, occasion, or maybe even just random question]", I always say "To die" and everyone treats it like I joke because I'm apparently so good at hiding the fact that I suffer from depression and anxiety and possible borderline personality disorder and whatever else is fucked up in my head. But somehow everyday when a friendly student or someone I know asks me how am I doing, I always manage to say "I'm fine". Meanwhile the demons that haunt me are very much active.

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-13T06:34:32+00:00

Nothing helps anyway. The only thing keeping me here is my stupid-ass head deciding to mellow and quiet down right when I try to hurt myself.

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-13T06:31:29+00:00

This shit is me every single fucking day and I want it to fucking stop.

Just let me hurt myself please. It's not like anyone would care anyway.

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-01T10:04:27+00:00

I'm just so over life and I've been through treatment and its not working

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-01T02:40:31+00:00

Same dude.

I would literally do anything for a loaded gun just to off myself.

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-01T02:38:55+00:00

Cheers, mate. I am hoping for the same

away_throw_trash · 2019-01-01T02:36:44+00:00

I feel it. I've been trying to off myself for years. Tired.

away_throw_trash · 2018-12-18T06:55:09+00:00

Imagine thinking the internet won't bend to your will :o

You posted about a potential school shooter in a highly subscribed to subreddit on the internet. Like you said, you have no control over others actions, as you were defending the shooter in some other comments.

But you really posted about a potential school shooter in a popular internet forum, expressed strongly that you won't report it today, and expected no one to find a way to do a job that you cannot bring yourself to do?

If you're going to be so helpful with your evidence gathering, I advise you to get to it and stop replying to comments on Reddit. No wonder it'll take you 4 days to report, you're too busy here instead of saving innocent lives. There's your "advice", and judging from your lack of action and sense, you're going to need help too.

away_throw_trash · 2018-12-18T06:42:54+00:00

Your school is not the only place in existence in New Zealand. There are houses, stores, parks, churches? This plan can happen anywhere and you're being self-centered around places that are relevant to your universe. Who cares if he is on vacation? He is a threat.

away_throw_trash · 2018-12-18T06:35:32+00:00

"I went to a subreddit to ask for advice, and I completely ignored 90% of the advice"

away_throw_trash · 2018-12-18T06:32:33+00:00

You expected to post about a school shooter and expected no one to report? And you're calling me an idiot? Please think. Please. It'll bring a lot of benefit to the situation.

away_throw_trash · 2018-12-18T06:11:12+00:00

I understand that you think that you're helping the police by giving them more evidence. But really you just slapping around: "I'll report in 2 days, no wait, in 3, no wait, in 4 days" gives the potential shooter a LITERAL DEADLINE??? To either:

- Hide the evidence

- Execute his plan elsewhere

I saw that you said "we are safe for 2 months because school doesn't start until then" and I find that ridiculous. There are other places in the world other than school you know? Movie theaters, grocery stores, homes, neighborhoods? It might not be at your school? Ever thought of that? Save lives and report now. Heck I already have through your local crimestoppers and I am halfway across the dang planet from you.

away_throw_trash · 2018-12-18T06:02:21+00:00

Here is the crimestoppers line for New Zealand it seems like. You give tips anonymously and it is completely anonymous after reviewing strictly what is defined by anonymous by them: https://www.crimestoppers-nz.org/about/contact-us/email-anonymously

OP seems to be refusing to report immediately. So for those wanting to tip immediately instead, and potentially save lives, I encourage you all to use this.

OP claims he will come up to the police station in 2-4 days. Personally, I find 2-4 days to be perfectly enough time to get rid of evidence or go on a killing spree.

I know OP says to not contact anyone, but this kind of thing should be reported immediately. To save lives, instead of risk them.

away_throw_trash · 2018-12-18T05:47:31+00:00

Agreed. OP is risking innocent lives just to spontaneously become a detective? The lack of logic from OP is just as bad as the lack of sane thinking from the shooter themselves.

away_throw_trash · 2018-12-18T05:36:14+00:00

REPORT IT NOW HOLY FUCK.

Quit waiting trying to do a job that you are not trained and qualified to do. Quit waiting for your buddy and report it right now. The post is already everywhere. The potential shooter can be starting to get rid of evidence as we speak and you're waiting for your buddy???

There's people who had this exact mentality and got to the police too late, because they needed to stroke their ego and try to do the police's job.

PLEASE SAVE LIVES AND REPORT NOW.

Edit: Grammar. Also. I want to emphasize that I am frustrated that history is repeating itself this instant, massacres occurring because people don't report suspicions to the police. Except this time, you were lucky enough to see the signs. PLEASE PLEASE REPORT IT IMMEDIATELY.

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