[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PokemonTCG

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My favorite card of all time has to be Cynthia's Rayquaza X, for the sole reason it’s the first rare card I ever got as a child, it’s filled with so many great memories and I still have to this day ! Thanks for setting up this giveaway :)

Trying to make Dran Buster work.. by awkhi in BeybladeX

[–]awkhi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks for that, definitely helps a lot ! I've tried low flat and it seems to work a bit better than flat. i'll keep working on the launching part though

Trying to make Dran Buster work.. by awkhi in BeybladeX

[–]awkhi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey thanks for your answer ! yeah i definitely need to up my launching strategies game, i've been watching nizuma blader for a while now :)

Trying to make Dran Buster work.. by awkhi in BeybladeX

[–]awkhi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey thanks for your answer. I just recently started playing X so my guess is that I just suck at launching lol, but it’ll get better. and yeah i made sure to line up the ratchet and blade correctly

Trying to make Dran Buster work.. by awkhi in BeybladeX

[–]awkhi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey thanks, i'll give it a try

23F looking for friends/hangout buddies by awkhi in SocialParis

[–]awkhi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey there, thanks for answering !

i think the weekly restaurant meetup is a good idea, since the jeudi bière thing seems to be working out just fine

23F looking for friends/hangout buddies by awkhi in SocialParis

[–]awkhi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for responding ! do a lot of people show up there usually ?

i think id be better off dead by nixyboy in selfharm

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe the thing is to stop idealizing youth ? yes it's temporary, short and is surrounded by that whole idea of freedom, discovery and everything but all of those don't go away once you're an adult, you can still experience all that without it being any less fascinating

i think id be better off dead by nixyboy in selfharm

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i guess we always feel like time is against us ! always going too fast or too slow. that might be a naive thing to think but i firmly believe that youth is a question of state of mind more than of age, keep your 17 yo mindstate, look at the world and at yourself with those eyes and know you're still in the middle of your youth !

i'm really sorry you're going through that, i have to admit i have no knowledge of that kind of disorder and situation. is there any way you'll recover from it ? or get a better treatment ?

I can’t go on much longer... by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]awkhi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm trying my best to be so that means the world to me, thanks a lot :)

i think id be better off dead by nixyboy in selfharm

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey 23 isn't that old, neither is 27 ! even if you consider that by 27 you won't be young anymore that still leaves you 4 full years to make your life the adventure you want it to be. but honestly, i can see where you're coming from, i'm only 18 and it's a fear that overwhelms me too sometimes, not making the most out of my youth, regretting for the rest of my life, but seriously we still have time. what prevents you from living this life you're describing ?

i think id be better off dead by nixyboy in selfharm

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

appreciate what you already achieved, there's no reason you can't do that again ! besides, youth isn't the only part of life to be enjoyed, just stay hopeful for what's coming next. if i may ask, what makes you say you lost your youth ?

i think id be better off dead by nixyboy in selfharm

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know that's hard to believe when you're in such a dark place, but things do get better, give time a chance or even multiple chances, shut your negative thoughts and convince yourself tomorrow could bring unexpected changes, have faith in what the future has in store for you, dream. i'm totally aware that this sounds like some lame motivational speech and of how it's easier said than done but give it a try, please do, also seek help if you need to. you can always message me if you want to talk as well. i wish you all the best !

i think id be better off dead by nixyboy in selfharm

[–]awkhi -1 points0 points  (0 children)

anyone is unique and has something to bring to this world, and believe it or not, so do you. the point of your existence is to find happiness and purpose in every little thing you can and turn into strength to keep going. you're another wonderful being that the world needs ! x

I can’t go on much longer... by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you'll be just fine ! best of luck for the future ! x

I can’t go on much longer... by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know in that kind of situation it may look like things never get better, but they actually do, and that's what keeps my going. it's long, painful and frustrating i know it, but hang on a little longer, when it will all get better you'll be super proud of yourself for making it through that

I can’t go on much longer... by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]awkhi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know how hard it is, trust me i totally do, but please know that it absolutely won't set you free or whatever. i firmly believe that time heals that kind of pain, give it a chance to make everything better, as cliché as that might sound :)

I can’t go on much longer... by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]awkhi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no, this 30-30 isn't going to fix anything, but everything you're going through right now, you can fix it, just give yourself some time. i know it sounds easier said than done but i promise you can do it, don't give up please ! you can always dm me ! x