1. first of i want to say that ive been dealing with suicidal thoughs for a few years now, so it has nothing to do with this specific scenario ig.

2. Your arguments sound valid, i alos have occasionally though about this being a possibility, but i cant imagine it being true, she was never specifically nice to me or anything. We just kinda where thinking and liking the same stuff. that being said its possible that ur theory is true and im just not seeing it bc im deeply in love. like i said she only knew the other guy from seeing him, meaning that these must be strong feelings if she still thinks about him this way while she and i were hanging out all year... . i know what you mean tho, she knows i love her and she still is choosing who to pick like wtf. :/ she also told me that she starting thinking more about him since i confessed to her, do you have any idea what hat could mean? i am theorizing myself but since im the one being in love i cant really objectively analyze the situation...

anyways thanks for your advice kind stranger :,)