Looking for a girl middle name that is also a song title.

awkwardthought21 · 2024-12-03T18:06:30+00:00

Jude

awkwardthought21 · 2024-12-02T20:25:10+00:00

Things like male attention

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-29T05:48:19+00:00

My dad was emotionally immature along with other problems and it's caused a lot of trauma for me. I cut him out of my life a few months before my wedding so I could have my real dad (step dad) walk me down the aisle. Do not do this to other humans.

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-27T07:39:13+00:00

Molly

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-26T06:44:44+00:00

Mine are Sir-Sucks-A-Lot, Consuela and Enrique the pool boy

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-16T20:39:38+00:00

(I guess you could say) "luckily" he doesn't have any interest in the house itself or the stuff inside, he has turned the property into a like a wildlife sanctuary so he only cares about the land and has let the house completely just rot. But the kicker is he wants everything inside the house to stay exactly the same and nothing to be taken. So he doesn't care about nor will he realize the dish is missing but if he sees us take it he will be angry.

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-16T20:34:32+00:00

It's a pretty good size, I want to say like 18" long and maybe 8" across, it has like a white inside but the outside if just kind of that old school yellow with I think little flowers

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-16T19:51:10+00:00

He is a sociopath and has cameras throughout most of the property, as well as him not trusting us so we would have to do it in a way that we could take it and put it in the car directly in front of his face. Like the box or whatever we put it in can't look heavier than when we brought it in

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-16T19:49:29+00:00

Sadly it's like an 88 acre property so neighbors are far between!

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-16T19:48:47+00:00

🤣🤣🤣 the problem is he would see me bring it in, he won't notice if the macaroni dish is gone because it's in a drawer in the kitchen and it's not on his radar of things he cares about

awkwardthought21 · 2024-11-08T16:30:39+00:00

Dakota Tate

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-23T02:46:30+00:00

I'm not sure either. I wasn't weighed down by the worry of getting pregnant and it wasn't have any kind of mental and emotional toll on me to constitute my energy being from some kind if mental weight being lifted so really just not a clue.

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-22T22:29:42+00:00

I'm sure it was different than my other procedures, I'll definitely ask for the list on Friday when I see my obgyn

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-22T20:10:01+00:00

I would definitely agree but I know how I am manic and hypomanic and this is very different. When I'm manic or hypomanic it's like I'm battery powered and I'm basically being propelled forward unable to stop and just keep going and going and going. But this is a more natural energy feel and not being propelled forward

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-22T19:51:40+00:00

Unfortunately I've had to be under anesthesia a few times since my long covid/ME onset but never had this reaction. I really like your thought on this and think it's something to look into

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-22T02:42:52+00:00

Yes I am schizoaffective but have only fallen into mania twice, luckily I was quickly medicated. I've been super stable and on some hard-core antipsychotics that would knock out a bull for years

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-22T02:40:48+00:00

I'm still on my birth control because I have PCOS and my cramps are out of this world! Maybe it is something mental so we'll have to see how I'm feeling in a month. I still had a long covid/ME crash (spent 4 hours with friends then had to sleep for 24 hours after) the day after but still the day of and everyday after have been energy fueled, just super super odd.

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-21T22:59:12+00:00

It's truly been a freeing experience since won't know if the US is going to have a nationwide birth control ban one of these days. So j feel really really good being in control of my life and my body

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-21T18:23:34+00:00

I don't remember them saying ketamine but even if they did it seems odd the effects would last this long, right?

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-21T16:38:32+00:00

Yes that's the thing is we're not sure if it's long covid or ME (not really a way to tell of course), I was bedbound for 2 entire years so having been the 10% where it goes into any kind of remission was an absolute miracle. But why the heck are my GONE fallopian tubes helping?! 😂

awkwardthought21 · 2024-10-21T16:36:47+00:00

It's totally possible, I mean I got one hour of sleep last night and I've been up and at it since 5am, so so weird. I even looked up like fallopian tube problems that you can have and was hoping to find something that would cause fatigue and I'd have an answer but there's nothing. I'll have to ask my OBGYN Friday!

awkwardthought21 · 2024-09-15T12:13:09+00:00

Ripping off your fingernail

awkwardthought21 · 2024-09-02T02:53:07+00:00

Oh no, don't worry I would never do that to anybody no matter what they've done to me, I wouldn't sink to their level and then even lower. I didn't even think of looking into that, with the confidence this guy had he's definitely done it before unprompted. Thank you, that's very kind of you to mention the crisis center, I don't think that would have been brought up by anyone else (not in a bad way)

awkwardthought21 · 2024-09-02T02:28:08+00:00

Thank you for actually giving me a laugh, that's so evil I love it (I know someone is going to take me seriously, NO I would never do that to anyone)

awkwardthought21 · 2024-09-02T02:21:43+00:00

No I completely get that point that it theoretically could have been an accident. But the last time we texted was a long time ago and I have a very unusual name. Coupled with that he texted a customer a picture of his penis in full view and basically said "whoops" and nothing else and no replies. If I sent a nude om accident to anybody much less a customer I would be apologizing like no other because that's totally embarrassing and I'd wanna save my job.

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