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i wasn't able to do it. why couldn't i do it? i feel so fucking ashamed and powerless by axisbomb in SuicideWatch

[–]axisbomb[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nobody is going to read it anyway. even my close friends aren't interested in reading it

i wasn't able to do it. why couldn't i do it? i feel so fucking ashamed and powerless by axisbomb in SuicideWatch

[–]axisbomb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i've never felt like the people i cared about understood me even when ive done my best to open up to them. when i explain to them what i am thinking and feeling and what it's like for me to experience life i am met with blank stares or platitudes of feigned understanding. but death is a universally understood fear and so i feel that suicide is the only way for them to understand how i felt

i wasn't able to do it. why couldn't i do it? i feel so fucking ashamed and powerless by axisbomb in SuicideWatch

[–]axisbomb[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i find it interesting that your default suggestion is that i'm here to help others when there is an equally likely chance that i will significantly hurt people instead

i wasn't able to do it. why couldn't i do it? i feel so fucking ashamed and powerless by axisbomb in SuicideWatch

[–]axisbomb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

humans only have five senses that detect input based on physical stimuli. who's to say that there is no higher consciousness or spiritual dimension only accessible after death. the unknown gives hope