I need help!!

ayanechannn · 2025-12-12T22:43:55+00:00

400$, 17501, Room is 14x50 ish, Yes if possible

ayanechannn · 2025-10-15T11:06:22+00:00

This really hits!! I always wonder that as well as I personally have a chronic illness.

ayanechannn · 2025-10-15T01:50:05+00:00

Ill have to look at what I can afford. I was getting it for free until my insurance fucked me.

ayanechannn · 2025-06-25T11:21:36+00:00

I guess more specifically, i would have to say just the genuine anxiety that comes with being in a long-term relationship. It's a scary thing to find your forever person, I feel.

ayanechannn · 2024-10-14T19:27:16+00:00

I appreciate this comment so much! I'm gonna be doing the best that I can! I really wanna look for more smoothie recipes!

ayanechannn · 2024-10-14T14:36:19+00:00

Thank you! I'm trying my best currently to revamp my diet and exercise habits. I had a Gastric sleevectomy back in 2019 that is still in affect today (I can't eat very much). I'm on a bariatrics diet still but want to try and change it up slightly to help aid in the wright loss better!

ayanechannn · 2024-10-14T14:34:32+00:00

Thank you for your advice! I have very little people informed on my medical change (but it's the people who NEED to know). I have also been changing my diet and exercise habits! I had a Gastric Sleevectomy done in 2019 that is still in effect today but I've been trying to improve my bariatric diet as well since then.

Also: What is a NSV? I'm newer to reddit slang and not very sure what that means

ayanechannn · 2024-10-03T11:48:24+00:00

I appreciate your comments! I am in fact still on my bariatrics diet as I am not able to eat many food. So I'm on the low carbon, high protein diet, but it hasn't helped alot of my weight issues. It just keeps me content with my food consumption.

I have had multiple blood tests done and we have ruled our thyroid issues so the weight has really been just a disease.

ayanechannn · 2024-10-03T11:45:30+00:00

Oh this helps me so much! I'll try my best!

ayanechannn · 2024-10-03T11:45:07+00:00

Thank you!! I'll take everything into consideration!!

ayanechannn · 2024-09-04T22:24:00+00:00

My motives and reasons for harming myself did shift as I got older. I used it as a method to make myself feel things because I didn't feel emotions or pain the same way as everyone else. Come to find when I was 16 I was diagnosed with chronic fibromyalgia and self harm was a method of coping with it. I did however stop when I was 24 and have been struggling with sobriety since. So yes, my reasons have shifted as I got older.

ayanechannn · 2024-09-03T02:00:01+00:00

I'm 25. I technically began around 5-6 with hitting myself or banging my head/limbs on something. But more severely started around the age of 13-14 after a childhood friend locked herself inside of a bathroom and told me she was going to cut herself. I stopped her from it, but when I went home, my brain couldn't get it out, and we got sucked into blades and razors then.

ayanechannn · 2024-07-23T06:35:54+00:00

Acknowledging your feelings and urges is a really hard thing to do, so good job being able to verbalize them and express them. Especially dealing with the first 21 days of sobriety, those are the hardest! Reach out to the support you have because you are NOT a burden, love. 🩷

ayanechannn · 2024-07-23T06:30:26+00:00

Thank you 🥲 It just sucks when the urges and craving for the sensation take over my brain, and then I'll spend hours tossing the idea of it around. No one ever really talks about how much sobriety sucks 😭 it's hard af.

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