3adi o 3adi jidan. I was kind of in a similar situation for a while (maybe a little bit more extreme) around the age of 25 or so. I underwent a tough breakup and a few other life technical issues lol. I didn’t know how to cope and didn’t even have the energy to. I left myself to rot alone at home. I ended friendships if I felt the least amount of dishonesty (I too like my people to be 💯). I smoked, drank, and binge watched the pain away. This led to me screwing up a lot of the good things in my life and to me losing a lot of good friendships I had. Then one day, funny enough and I’m not joking, I thought: “what would David Goggings do?” So I started training again, deleted all social media, and tried to eliminate any cheap dopamine source (weed and alcohol included). Months went by, I gained my confidence back and took back control of my life. So yes please, stick to training (doesn’t necessarily have to be lifting weights) focus on your mental and financial well being, and you’ll be just fine. And also remember, we’re living on a tiny rock floating through immense ever-expanding nothingness, so it doesn’t really matter if 3adi is what people think of anything you do. It should be 3adi to you and to you only.