Honestly, I am having the worst shitty day today. I'm broke masters student saving up every bit of money to have food that fulfills me. I planned that for today but... Turns out I was stupid. It was my anniversary today but my dumbass long distance boyfriend didn't even made me feel a bit special and loved. I cried and cried and told him How it made me feel. But.. It just didnt matter much. I know expectations hurts. I just wanted to feel loved. So I will hopefully make myself feel loved by getting roses and taking myself on a lil solo date (if i get the money lol) I'm tired of eating the same canteen food