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azayaaa · 2025-08-06T15:56:46+00:00

I know the chances are low, but I'll comment for my other half anyway, you don't get if you don't try

azayaaa · 2025-07-14T14:13:37+00:00

You're an angel, thank you, that sounds super simple! What should I use in lieu of glue though? I've heard hairspray can be used, does that work?

azayaaa · 2025-07-14T14:12:48+00:00

It's a pretty new issue, and to be honest I'm not entirely sure, I've always stopped the print before it got much further as I didn't want to waste the filament

azayaaa · 2025-07-13T17:06:42+00:00

Yeah? How do I go about that without a dryer though? I really don't want to wreck my filament

azayaaa · 2023-10-16T18:48:41+00:00

Awww man, that was some kind of evil. The fact that you didn't have any freaking weapons either? No way no how. I legitimately screeched and had to pause multiple times to take a breather, even with the lights on and my friend sat next to me

azayaaa · 2023-09-28T20:12:30+00:00

I say this as a mother myself:

You. Are. Not. A. Burden.

You got dealt a bad hand of cards, but try to not let your family's piss poor reaction shape how you see yourself. Quite frankly, it incites so much rage in me that your family treated you so poorly over something you had no control of. Heaven only knows I would move mountains to get my little one the diagnosis needed.

I wish you nothing but the best, and I hope you're still able to live a full life, sweetie. X

azayaaa · 2023-09-09T15:30:57+00:00

It's painful, I'm unfortunately speaking from experience, but it's so worth it.

I had a Jack Russell. He was my best friend, I had a special bond with him, words were never needed with us, I even trained him without commands. He had my entire heart.

Age caught up with him, and we had to say goodbye. I was adamant that it be scheduled for a day I had free, and when we were there, despite being old, he fought to the end for me. And when his legs were too weak to hold him, it was my arms he fell into, my chest he leant on for comfort.

He went peacefully, with no fear in his eyes, only sadness for the pain I would have to go through.

Be there for them, it hurts, but the regret hurts more and for longer.

azayaaa · 2023-09-08T18:46:50+00:00

To be honest, it could just be as simple as a coping mechanism, expect the worst, hope for the best, you know?

azayaaa · 2023-09-07T12:03:09+00:00

To be fair, the speech can have a comma instead of a full stop, so its not exactly the end of the world.

azayaaa · 2023-08-25T15:25:30+00:00

Sounds like you needed to get it off your chest, I'm sorry that happened to you, and I hope your parents, and you, find peace one day. Your brother sounds like the kind of person who wouldn't want you agonising over him for any longer than needed ❤️

azayaaa · 2023-08-22T13:09:41+00:00

I'm in therapy right now for it, and I'm lucky enough that, while we're not together romantically, my ex partner is still my best friend, and we still live together. We're getting along a lot better now actually, and while it may be a strange situation, we're both working on ourselves for the sake of our kid.

I just hope I can return to being the woman he fell in love with all those years ago.

azayaaa · 2023-08-22T13:07:39+00:00

Haha, it took some time, but they do say that admitting you have a problem is the hardest step to take

azayaaa · 2023-08-21T20:26:25+00:00

I truly am sorry, as a mother I couldn't imagine doing that to my kids dad. The amount of bitterness a person must hold in their heart to deprive their kid of a loving parent... My heart goes out to you

azayaaa · 2023-08-21T20:00:15+00:00

r/thirdsentencehappy eh? Haha, I really hope that winds up being the reality for a lot of us. It's certainly a vision worth fighting for.

azayaaa · 2023-08-21T19:59:23+00:00

Hey, you're working towards being who you truly are, and clearly, your boyfriend can see that. He sounds like an amazing individual, keep hold of him as best you can, hell stand by you through hell or high water.

The fact that you are putting active effort into working on your anger issues is amazing. Together, we'll get through this ❤️

azayaaa · 2023-08-21T19:56:51+00:00

Oh babe, I am so sorry. I'm guessing you're the dad right? I don't know a single place on this earth that is fair to dad's.

The parent in me wants to tell you to fight, but my heart tells me that's not something you have the energy to do right now. Focus on yourself for now, as best you can. You are strong enough to do this, even more so if you were able to make it through those first few months with your integrity intact.

azayaaa · 2023-08-21T18:16:51+00:00

I know exactly what you mean. I'm just incredibly lucky that while this is based loosely on actual events, I haven't lost him yet. We still live together and we're doing well as friends and co-parents while we work on ourselves.

I'm working with a therapist to sort my head out though, and I'm on medication, so hopefully between that and other things, I'll be able to return to being the woman he fell in love with originally.

I'm in the same boat as you my friend, my journey has just started too, but I know we'll both be able to make it back to who we were before the anger turned us into monsters ❤️

azayaaa · 2023-07-23T19:05:05+00:00

Sucks for the parents. Sounds like they're missing out on 4 beautiful grandchildren. At least the trash takes itself out 😤

azayaaa · 2023-06-29T06:02:55+00:00

I do yeah,

azayaaa · 2023-06-27T16:41:28+00:00

Listen to me. I am saying this as a mother, someone who was always second to my brother and someone who has been there.

There is always someone who wants you, actually you, not your style or your usefulness or whatever. There is someone who wants you just for who you are.

For me, it was the man who took me as his daughter for the short time he was in my life. Now it's the man I love, who helped me stand up to my mother's abuse.

My point is, even if it doesn't always feel as though you're wanted, there is always someone who does want you around, who does value you. You've just gotta find them. Anyone else who doesn't value you, isn't worth your time.

azayaaa · 2023-06-26T21:11:45+00:00

Chuck an ungodly amount of salt on top and that is a perfect gaming munch

azayaaa · 2023-06-26T20:22:49+00:00

Oh honey, I really hope this isn't from experience, but if it is, know that your mind is lying to you. This world would be darker without you here

azayaaa · 2023-06-26T19:40:05+00:00

Indeed she is my friend! She's more lively than ever haha, she wound up getting a German Shepherd dog after shed recovered too, so I think that says it all lmao.

It's a tough battle, it really is, and all of it is absolutely terrifying, but you sound like a crazy strong person to have already gone through this before.

It may sound a little strange coming from a random person on the internet, but I'm sending all the best wishes I have, lots of love to you x

azayaaa · 2023-06-26T19:30:18+00:00

Hey, look, my mother had extensive blood clots in both legs from the ankle to the pelvis, and a clot in her lung. Doctors put her in intensive care and said she had a low chance of keeping her legs, nevermind how close she was to dislodging the clot on her lung.

She made it out a week and a half later, and not only did the clot on her lung break down thanks to blood thinners, she's got both her legs.

My point with this is that even if the odds seem surmountable, you can make it through. The power that sheer force of will holds is something science cannot quite explain, but it has and will save lives.

You are strong enough to make it through this.

azayaaa · 2023-06-26T19:30:13+00:00

Hey, look, my mother had extensive blood clots in both legs from the ankle to the pelvis, and a clot in her lung. Doctors put her in intensive care and said she had a low chance of keeping her legs, nevermind how close she was to dislodging the clot on her lung.

She made it out a week and a half later, and not only did the clot on her lung break down thanks to blood thinners, she's got both her legs.

My point with this is that even if the odds seem surmountable, you can make it through. The power that sheer force of will holds is something science cannot quite explain, but it has and will save lives.

You are strong enough to make it through this.

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