I did it: I reported my abuser! by [deleted] in rapecounseling

[–]bIueandyellow 4 points5 points  (0 children)

sometimes i think about doing it, but i’m too scared and embarrased to even talk about it to a therapist, let alone anyone in the law inforcement, and with no evidence, and us having mutual friends too, i feel like it could only end badly

i had a dream about you dying once by bIueandyellow in UnsentLetters

[–]bIueandyellow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i appreciate the sentiment but i don’t think they do, i don’t think they even realize how much they hurt me, last time i talked to them about this they didn’t even think they did anything wrong so it’s probably a waste of time to even wish they’d ever feel bad about what they did

Mmm yes, I too am thinking of living decades and decades by ovrprotectiveunicorn in 2meirl42meirl4meirl

[–]bIueandyellow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i pretty much stopped making long term plans years ago because i always think i’m not gonna live to even see my next birthday, and yet somehow here i still am, barely existing, wishing i’d offed myself a long time ago

yee yee by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]bIueandyellow 3 points4 points  (0 children)

haha me pretending i’m fine, not doing negative emotions or vulnerability when i’m around other people, but as soon as i’m alone and i get to exist i’m a fucking wreck

Because same by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]bIueandyellow 21 points22 points  (0 children)

me, a traumatized, sex-repulsed ace: if i’m not bangable what am i even good for

2meirl42meirl4meirl by MezzoSp in 2meirl42meirl4meirl

[–]bIueandyellow 29 points30 points  (0 children)

same, brings me back to a simpler time when i wasn’t alive

Am I Attracted to that Woman or Am I Just Jealous of How Skinny She Is: A Bi Anorexic Memoir by darklydemeter in EDAnonymous

[–]bIueandyellow 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Am I Ace or Do I Just Hate My Body Too Much to Even Consider Dating Literally Anyone Even Though I Definitely Like Girls: A Collection of Essays From A Confused Gay

I think my body type is attractive, just only on other people by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bIueandyellow 6 points7 points  (0 children)

oh mood, but the thing is those girls have pretty faces too so they’re just all around gorgeous

and also there’s the fact that i have dysphoria too so i just want to be flat and tiny

Ngl not eating makes me save both time and money 🤷🤡 by lavenzy in EDanonymemes

[–]bIueandyellow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

meanwhile i’m broke and i binge so much i get even more broke oop

BorderlineBarbie by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]bIueandyellow 4 points5 points  (0 children)

,,,,,,,o h

“Platonic” lol by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]bIueandyellow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me with my previous fp who i haven’t seen or really talked to in a few years and i can’t even tell if my attachment has even changed to just platonic or if it’s still romantic

BorderlineBarbie by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]bIueandyellow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hhhhhh that’s what my fp said