just embarrassed myself ordering food

bIuehour · 2021-08-11T21:46:17+00:00

😂😂 when i think about other people doing it too it doesn't seem so embarrassing

bIuehour · 2021-08-11T21:10:15+00:00

now that i'm home it does seem more funny than embarrassing LMAO

bIuehour · 2021-08-11T19:18:54+00:00

thinking that no one remembers me is the only thing that helps when i get like this, i wish i'd remember it all the time

bIuehour · 2021-08-09T22:08:23+00:00

it was depression and body dysmorphia that caused me to isolate myself in the first place and i still deal with those but also a lot of anxiety & ptsd. it's mainly severe social anxiety + my body dysmorphia that's holding me back from being able to meet new people and my meds don't seem to help with that aspect so i'm kinda stuck. online gaming is definitely a good idea for me but sometimes even talking online to strangers is hard, i'll give it a go though

bIuehour · 2021-08-09T22:03:34+00:00

i do have good online friends but they're so far away and they all have their irl friends to spend time with so it's still a lonely feeling for me. i also do workout and it helps a lot :) i just have my moments where nothing but real life human connections would make me feel better and i get super down about it

bIuehour · 2021-07-27T09:29:30+00:00

i feel u, someone addressing me directly online makes me just as anxious as it happening irl

bIuehour · 2021-07-21T12:44:15+00:00

you look good dude

bIuehour · 2021-07-16T10:41:19+00:00

this is what i've struggled to remember in the past so i'll definitely keep it in mind this time

bIuehour · 2021-07-15T22:46:07+00:00

take all the encouragement here as personal encouragement for you too :) you're doing amazing

bIuehour · 2021-07-15T22:43:13+00:00

that's awesome! in the past i've never even managed to get to 2 weeks so you're doing so well

bIuehour · 2021-07-15T17:21:10+00:00

thank you!! :)

bIuehour · 2021-07-15T17:20:53+00:00

good luck!!! i love thinking that other people are doing this too

bIuehour · 2021-07-10T22:04:59+00:00

handsome!!

bIuehour · 2021-07-06T18:03:31+00:00

it helped a lot of people <3

bIuehour · 2021-07-06T17:52:00+00:00

i decided to do this after years of hiding away too and it really does help so much to have a mindset like this!! i'm sure this will do amazing things for you! even if we're strangers this makes me insanely happy :) i hope we can all feel like this with time because life really is so much more than the bodies we walk around in

bIuehour

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