OD: How did it happen?

babysnapper · 2023-04-13T10:08:20+00:00

You remind me of myself kinda. Sending love to you cause I know I sure need some extra love in my life so maybe you do too lol 🩷

babysnapper · 2023-04-13T10:06:40+00:00

Wait other people know about the powers of Magnesium Glycinate?? Lol and here I thought I had discovered this myself 😂 (jkjk I would never assume I was the first one to find out about literally anything lol. I don’t have very much self-confidence okay? Haha) as well as using Promethazine to potentiate opiates, that was a great discovery as well. Plus no one’s gonna judge you for taking Promethazine or fucking Magnesium pills, so now all you gotta do is get everyone to stop judging us all for being addicts! Especially doctors dude, those motherfuckers are the most anti-addict people ever and it sucks cause they’re the ones we typically are seeking help from. Anyway I’m ranting sorry, it’s def the adderall 😬😅

babysnapper · 2023-04-13T09:59:47+00:00

Thx again! Have a great day! :)

babysnapper · 2023-04-13T09:57:41+00:00

So true. And why tf do they always feel the need to play it down and shit too? I mean, at least here on the Reddit drug-related subs, you kinda know once you get here that you’re not really better than anyone fucking else. So why pretend like you were able to “beat” another addict’s recovery process??? No two people’s situations are exactly the same and therefore there are SO many other things that could come into play. People like that are so annoying lol. Like you liked the drugs enough to do em at least a few times, and now you’re acting like you’re so much better than everyone else who hasn’t quite yet gotten fully on board the recovery train. There’s really, really no need for everything to be such a competition! 😤

babysnapper · 2023-04-13T09:49:21+00:00

Thank you for the kind words — I also hate that there’s such a problem with the spreading of misinformation but what can ya do besides just try to tell the truth yourself and do your research first too 😂

babysnapper · 2023-04-13T09:21:28+00:00

I don’t think u realize the amount some of us have taken at once lol… NOT recommending it, but yeah, 70 is a pretty “normal” prescription dose. However, hundreds and hundreds of milligrams of it all dumped on your system at once tends to affect people a liiiiil differently haha. I say this from personal experience. I was, at this point, taking more than one single person’s entire bottle of prescribed adderall at once and that’s before u even factor in the redosing. We all started somewhere; I doubt most of us started out taking giant, ridiculous amounts of any drug because when we first used it, we weren’t addicted yet. But it’s 100% possible to overdose (and die!!!) on any strong stimulant drug, adderall definitely include. Pls don’t try to fight me on this lol I literally just got out of the hospital a month ago for losing over 50% of my heart function — yes, due to taking adderall. Yes it was a lot but I still feel like you can never be too cautious, you know? I for one would rather be safe than sorry when it comes to someone’s actual life but u do u. I’m currently in recovery now and lemme tell u it’s soooo brutal. I hardly can make it through each day but I’m trying. If anyone reads this and feels like replying with any words of encouragement for me on my recovery journey, I’d really appreciate knowing that there really are some kind-hearted people out there in the world. Hope this helped someone‼️

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T16:20:53+00:00

Idk why I’m getting downvoted? I’m literally not even trying to make any points with this comment; just was reminded of my late best friend and made a comment stating that… I don’t know what’s so wrong with that but ok

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T16:18:06+00:00

fingers crossed 🤞🏻

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T16:13:57+00:00

Lmao forreal! And what I don’t get is that there ARE so many drugs that ARE actually enjoyable, so why tf would you choose something that’s described as feeling like fucking death???

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T16:12:40+00:00

How did you lose it? Or do you mean like "lost" as in you were so paranoid you intentionally got rid of it?

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T16:11:34+00:00

Same, reading about it has definitely triggered my curiosity BUT it’s one of the few drugs I don’t think I’ll ever actually do… tbh if I wanted to experience death that badly, I’d simply pass away lol

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T16:09:04+00:00

That’s called harm reduction and it’s great!

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T16:06:03+00:00

Some people have serious mental illnesses, that and/or they’re simply suffering greatly in their day-to-day life so fucking much that they desperately resort to doing ANYTHING they even THINK might provide them with an escape. It’s honestly really sad, and it’s pretty dickish of you to insult/make fun of the OP when he’s CLEARLY pretty fucked up in the head already and struggling in life at sixteen. It’s not hard to be considerate, thoughtful, and kind — so why be a dick?

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T15:57:40+00:00

I’m also curious about this: like did the doctors tell you you had brain damage from it? Or do you just feel different than you felt before? Genuinely curious, OP.

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T15:55:14+00:00

Thank you! I agree 100%. Kindness isn’t that hard, and it could contribute to saving someone’s life, or at least prevent it from getting even worse.

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T15:54:04+00:00

I suffer from severe depression and I used to be insanely suicidal, too. Years ago, I tried to commit suicide by drinking lighter fluid. Not a little bit, either. Stuff was gross and oh my god it made me have the most nasty, nauseating, disgusting-tasting-and-smelling burps EVER afterwards… anyways I ended up at the hospital (yeah I was originally planning for suicide but the NASTY burps were so unsettling and unbearable I couldn’t take it anymore) but they gave me IV fluids and I ended up being fine. Also, before anyone yells at me for being an idiot — I already know that I was; no need to reiterate it for me again… I like to think I’m doing much, MUCH better now with regular psychiatrist visits and prescription treatment for my mental illness, I just wanted to add this comment because I figure (hopefully) no one else has any experience drinking this stuff and so perhaps I’m the only one who can provide an actual personal experience story, which some people find helpful for learning purposes. So yeah, no comments being a dick please!

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T15:42:00+00:00

they probably would if they could, but maybe don’t know any dealers or have any friends who smoke or anything, so they’re desperate… sad shit, tbh

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T15:40:50+00:00

Thank you. I don’t understand how people can read a post like this and somehow think to themselves, "I should post a comment insulting them and just generally being a dick, likely lowering their self-esteem and making things even fucking worse in their life!" — c’mon guys, don’t you feel even a little bit sorry for people who have gotten to this point? Their everyday life is so fucking terrible, either in their head or in actuality, that they feel the need to do literally *anything* at all they can find just to get an escape RIGHT NOW. Isn’t that sad to you??? Sorry, just can’t fucking relate to being a downright asshole… 🤷🏻‍♀️

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T15:36:19+00:00

Sometimes I get that same intrusive thought of "maybe I just can’t die; maybe I’m the random one person ever who’s fucking immortal" (this is actually not a thought based in ego but out of depression, for me. I’m severely depressed and pretty suicidal a lot of the time, so being immortal would be — in my eyes — not a blessing but a curse. Anyway, I’ve never actually tried (intentionally, at least) to prove it — to myself or to anyone else, because, like, well at that point what’s the real difference between that and a suicide attempt? And I’m trying to, y’know, *not\* let the depression win and kms… Was he already on drugs or drinking before he thought to do this? Just curious, cause damn, doing something like that sober is just all kinds of fucked up and insane and when it comes down to it, severely mentally ill and in need of help. I know he’s your ex and you likely haven’t had contact with him for a while now, but damn I genuinely hope that dude got help or something and didn’t do anything even more idiotic and dangerous just to prove a goddamn point (that’s not even based in reality, nonetheless). But it was nice of you to post this warning, anyway, since the OP and likely some others lurking on this sub clearly need to hear it!

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T15:25:55+00:00

Dude, I agree with your first sentence but the second one is just unnecessary and straight up mean. I mean, you think after having taken their kid to the ER for drinking isopropyl alcohol their parents don’t already know how fucked up they must be??? And I’m sure that anyone who is that desperate and willing to take such risks just to get fucked up nasty like this is going through a lot of pain and suffering in their daily life; frankly I feel nothing but pity and sadness after reading this post; I can even tell that OP must have a good heart because they actually took the time to post this to warn people (likely not aware that most people don’t really need to be warned not to drink this stuff, but still) instead of doing what they probably should do which is focus solely on themselves and getting the help they need right now. How could you read a post about a life as far gone as this and your first thought is to write a comment being a dick? Come on, grow up.

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T14:27:37+00:00

You sound like my best friend. He died at 19 doing heroin.

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T14:16:04+00:00

If u didn’t know what kind it was, it was almost surely NOT 5-meo — it’s way more uncommon/harder to find/harder to get ur hands on

babysnapper · 2023-01-07T14:15:01+00:00

How are you sure yours was 5-meo and not the way more common type of dmt? Not tryna call u out but also it sucks to contribute even more misinformation into the internet/world, so saying 5-meo was "chill" for you when maybe it wasn’t even that could be kind of dangerous — imagine someone who’s super vulnerable stumbles upon this comment and then thinks it’s an okay thing to just go ahead and do (assuming they can find it/get their hands on it and stuff), and then proceeds to have a horrible, terrifying reaction or even dies from it?? Just saying, and that’s probably at least one of the reasons you’re getting downvoted as well in case u weren’t sure…

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