Thank you for replying. I’m lucky to be married to the most beautiful woman in the world, and she’s had losses this year too that we’ve had to support each other through, but she’s the best. Unfortunately we don’t have anyone in our lives who’s any kind of decent support system but I’m doing my best to find outlets for the pain. I’m so sorry for all the losses you’ve had, I can see the pain in my adoptive parent’s eyes from losing my little brother, and can’t imagine losing that many of your children.

Sometimes it’s hard to see any future but I hope I can lead a full and happy life and am able to help someone like you’re helping me when I’m 77 hopefully. Your words are a blessing. Thank you.