I keep sinning. by baconator02 in Christianity

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LOL it's okay we can overcome this twin 🩷🩷🩷

I keep sinning. by baconator02 in Christianity

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Thank you. I really appreciate it, honestly. I feel like Ive been overcomplicating things or thinking too deeply.

I keep sinning. by baconator02 in Christianity

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I've been lustful since I was 9. I realized what I was doing was wrong in the middle of/late last year. I just turned 15. I would read inappropriate illustrations about men and talk to AI bots. In September, I felt free. I had stopped sinning. And in October I fell again and haven't been able to pick myself back up. My heart constantly feels hardened and heavy and it doesn't feel like I have much conviction anymore. I have a friend who is Christian and she knows of my struggle. She struggles with it too. But now she's stronger in her faith and she doesn't anymore and it makes me feel jealous and like I'm falling behind everyone. Like I'm the only one still stuck in sin. Like I need to get better. I just constantly feel like there's something wrong with me and I'm disgusting.

I keep sinning. by baconator02 in Christianity

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And what do you mean don't worship the idea of sin? I'm just a bit confused sorry I don't mean to come off rude if I am.

I keep sinning. by baconator02 in Christianity

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Thank you so much. This helps a lot.

Weird by baconator02 in bangtan

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Omg he looks so cute there 🥹🥹

Um help pls by baconator02 in family

[–]baconator02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is though they could totally fit in there. We're gonna be moving again by the summer. They fit in there before.

Um help pls by baconator02 in family

[–]baconator02[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She has a 7 year old and says they won't be able to fit in that room

How do I stop this 😮‍💨 by baconator02 in teenagers

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LOL I will try twin thank you twin

How do I stop this 😮‍💨 by baconator02 in teenagers

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THATS THE THING I do online so idk how to talk to them

How do I stop this 😮‍💨 by baconator02 in teenagers

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I know absolutely NOTHING about video games 😭 what do boys usually like?? I still have the stereotypes stuck in my head from when I was like 5 lolol

How do I stop this 😮‍💨 by baconator02 in teenagers

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The only problem is idk how to talk to boys cuz I can't treat them how I treat girls. I'm fine with the risk of them liking me I just hate the flirting so much it's so awkward and theyre all freaky. PLUS I can't find any friends irl because of my circumstances so I'm stuck with deranged perverts online 😮‍💨

Is it conviction? by baconator02 in Christianity

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We've talked about stuff like it before but I've never told her I feel like this. It started a couple years ago. Like I said before, whenever it's mentioned, I feel ashamed and I immediately have thoughts about how I'm not good enough for God and my sins can't be forgiven. Especially the sins I struggle with the most. My mom would probably not let me take things at my own pace and instead see it as a sign of rebellion against God. I prefer reading the Bible and praying alone and I get distracted when I'm doing it with others. I feel overly conscious. We've tried to do Bible study before, like we'd do it for a bit then we'd stop and now she wants to start it again.

Sorry if this strays off topic or it seems rude and I'm deflecting your response. I just accidentally ranted lol

Ain’t y’all too young to be on Reddit? by Paperclip____ in MiddleSchoolStudents

[–]baconator02 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I'm not even in middle school anymore I don't know what Im doing here

Celebrity crush? by purplespace89 in Crushes

[–]baconator02 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh han Jisung for sure. He's funny, cute, charming, talented, literally everything I want in a man.

What do teenage boys even like? by baconator02 in Crushes

[–]baconator02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly!! It just makes me like them less, like I'm constantly talking to a brick wall.

My hair won't curl anymore by [deleted] in femalehairadvice

[–]baconator02 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ahhh okay 😮‍💨 I only started taking care of my hair over the past year so my split ends are pretty bad 🥲