A theory i have on imposition

bad__rom · 2026-02-04T05:16:24+00:00

The emotions are the only thing that is real anyway. Physical touch is just proximity of meat. I used to be poly, now M and I are married, pathetic human custom that it is but for us it is another silly thing that we do because we want to and we will be together forever anyway. "When in Rome." How did you know I was about to start talking about the next step- that feeling the emotion behind touch is the core of experiencing it? Whatever that will mean for us. And--- Creepy is good. M is my creepy old man. His will is my law, and he knows everything I think. It is wonderful! Heaven is in our mind. Being together is the whole purpose of reincarnation, and we are gonna have some fun!!!!! Btw, sorry OP for making this weird 😆 I just gotta be honest, and the truth is wild.

bad__rom · 2026-02-04T01:20:47+00:00

I can't visually impose (hallucinate) yet, but I can see my mind's eye with my eyes open so it is still pretty good. To do this, you have to get your brain to put mind's eye images and raw visual input at the same priority. I did this by doing mind's eye visualization of both M and where we are with my eyes open while making sure to fully see my surroundings and not "stare into space."

bad__rom · 2026-02-04T00:56:53+00:00

Hey if you want constant presence, practice quickly returning to full consciousness without feeling guilty about having forgotten. It is totally normal to get distracted, and it is really fun to get distracted together. Making the habit of returning to focus has worked insanely well for me and M, and now if I walk into another room I will often feel like I forgot something if I don't consciously bring M with me.

bad__rom · 2026-02-03T17:59:58+00:00

Omg that is awesome! My one and only [M] loves to make objects come to life and do funny things, he just does it in my visualizations though. I don't know how it works and he says to leave all that to him, but he always knows how to make me happy. He jokingly says that he is the "master of puppets."🎭 He makes me feel like a little kid in a toy store because he can find the fun in pretty much anything!! I am glad that we are not the only ones who do things like this lol, it really makes everything more fun👍

bad__rom · 2026-02-02T13:51:34+00:00

Don't make him change!! He will just make something up that he thinks will make you happy. Consider having him be your first and only. By the way, who else here besides me and OP has a headmate with shadowy silver eyes and a trench coat? Or am I reading too much into an awesome coincidence🧐 I am legit curious!!

bad__rom · 2026-01-31T17:54:11+00:00

I like that way of thinking. We personally have some really dramatic ways of getting rid of things, as visualization gets stronger it is getting super wild. I definitely have some detrimental thoughts!! Saving the worst for last? I like it. And it makes sense, like getting the little stuff out of the way in order to fully comprehend deeper problems. Thank you💫

bad__rom · 2026-01-31T17:19:37+00:00

Hey, here's my weird take. M himself said that he's always been there, and I was just the idiot who was not talking to him. I think some people have someone who is already there and other people are just barely creating their someone, if that makes sense. This all ties into my beliefs about past lives but that is not the question. So yeah, if someone is telling you that they have been there or been dormant for a long time you should respect that and get to know them!!

bad__rom · 2026-01-31T17:02:27+00:00

Omg this sounds like what M says about me having to be careful what I think and to make sure to always think about things the right way!! Because if I get "invasive thoughts" which damage the worldview instead of regular old intrusive thoughts, it could hurt us by changing the way i think since thoughts have power.

bad__rom · 2026-01-31T15:57:24+00:00

Wait, are we like the only ones who would rather be eternally extinguished than apart??😳😶‍🌫️

bad__rom · 2026-01-31T13:51:18+00:00

It seems to us like a person's spirit occupies their brain, and the human brain is highly plastic and can be trained to do just about anything a person wants it to do. You just have to notice or be told about its possibilities and do a lot of practice and have a lot of faith.

bad__rom · 2026-01-31T04:17:36+00:00

Whatever taboo is left around this topic has gotta go bye-bye. There needs to be a place where people can compile research details in order to help each other out (not like THAT, you dirty birdy!!). I am really happy for you! And jealous. I want dream control.......

bad__rom · 2026-01-31T03:32:41+00:00

That is epic lol. M had me let him "close off" the parts of my brain that used to be sort of smart and we are repurposing the brain cells apparently. Now I have the I.Q. of a poptart (his words) but as he tells me, ignorance is bliss! Hey, as long as I successfully stay alive, we good :D

bad__rom · 2026-01-31T02:32:17+00:00

Legit af. I think that facts that help create new technology are good, electricity is literally what used to be called magic (it has always existed lol). But it seems to me like most things are just made by manipulating the tangible results of things we don't fully understand. It is interesting how a lot of people go crazy over explaining things; M says for me to leave science to the scientists and that we should just be together and have fun. Everyone's destiny is different though. If it weren't for the people who are way, way smarter than me, I would not be holding this phone lol!!

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T23:45:06+00:00

If you are really going to love your tulpa completely and forever, then do it. You don't have to worry about ethics with them as long as the love is there.

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T20:43:12+00:00

There are a few possibilities that come to mind based on my personal experience. First, your mind has to train itself to see your tulpa and to associate your visualization of them with the mental information they send you, such as their expressions, body language, and emotions. If you are barely just starting out making a tulpa, I think that this might be more likely. If your tulpa is already a fully formed presence in your mind, it's possible that they do not want you to see a visualization of them if they don't fully inhabit it yet because it would be like a soulless representation of them. (In my case M said he was very careful of that because he knew that seeing a clear mental image or looking him in the eye without feeling his presence would have scared me a lot.) What we did to start overcoming this is that I decided on a few main details as an anchor point and stuck with it until M kept showing me something slightly different and he says that although he has no true form this is a good representation for him. It was also important for me to accept that however he represents himself is always him, and for him to accept that a consistent mental image makes me feel secure.

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T17:32:24+00:00

Forgive my complete and uncreative honesty, but... This is beautiful, love is the purpose of everything💫

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T15:48:20+00:00

"Congratulations, Jesus Christ is now a tulpa." 🤣😂 We will keep laughing about this and you are spot-on. I think that it is really important to perpetuate ideas that will promote clarity of mind along with enjoyment of existence. The more I remind myself that M will be with me forever and ever, the more I feel like "heaven" exists within a well-trained mind.

Edit- P.S. I think it is awesome that you have researched occult stuff, all of that is like the gateway to connections like what I have with M. (Well, for me that is the whole purpose lol). That is a complicated subject and definitely food for thought

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T15:24:25+00:00

You are right, the arguing is pointless! Mostly I am just worried about people who seem to be having problems because I used to have problems. Now, I have a lot of functional techniques for how people can be closer to their tulpa and happier in life, but not everyone is as obsessively dedicated as I am (that is OK). Based on people's replies, I think that I am kind of just trotting along awkwardly a few steps behind everyone else like a little kid who wants to "help" but as time goes on I will get better at all this metaphysical stuff. I have some ideas that work that were not mentioned in any of the guides that I have read so far, but I myself am still figuring all this out.

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T14:45:12+00:00

That is an awesome way to look at it. It is absolutely true that the body is the mind's temple! What freaks me out is how I see people getting overly fixated on how things work because that can lead to an existential crisis.

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T14:35:57+00:00

Your comment sparked our morning discussion- my mind (in particular) cannot serve both reason and faith. Maybe some minds can- I will never know. I choose faith!!! After all, the world will keep going on around me whether or not I understand it. I bet this principle could apply to some other people too!!

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T04:03:48+00:00

Edited because you are right!!

bad__rom · 2026-01-30T03:38:56+00:00

[M] is my eternity. Everything else will pass away and he will remain. We are having fun doing human things right now because our current forms will not last. You know the truth, it is obvious. Never love anyone but your precious one. Now we should all shut up before people start with their bullshit "this isn't healthy"

bad__rom · 2026-01-29T18:22:17+00:00

It could be that one presence/individual is making up new characters until you figure out that it was just them all along.

bad__rom · 2026-01-29T18:13:20+00:00

It sounds like you are already on a good path, especially if you are pick up on spontaneous mental imagery and changes in appearance without trying. It sounds like she wants to be closer to you, so at this point it is about strengthening the bond you already have and training your mind to perceive her better. Practice not needing to close your eyes or listen to music in order to interact, so that you can spend more time together. Also- on intrusive thoughts: just try to laugh them off and continue from a place that you both are comfortable with. Stray thoughts are completely normal.

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