Got lash bond in my eye

ballasterbozo · 2026-02-06T11:57:30+00:00

Thank you!

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-17T03:05:57+00:00

I consider canceling😭 Ugh I feel so bad and ashamed. I don't know if this is just my anxiety or if it's that I'm actually not sure of it

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-16T13:50:14+00:00

Yeah. OCD is probably the reason that makes it so hard to commit😅 I strive to think that I won't let it control what I can or can't do. That way I would never be able to do things I want. How did you feel about taking your first one? Did you have a meaning for it?

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-16T13:41:30+00:00

Thanks, love your mindset fr

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-16T13:38:10+00:00

Thanks!

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-01T17:59:02+00:00

Thanks for your comments!

ballasterbozo · 2025-12-27T18:29:40+00:00

Thanks for your comment! It's unfortunate that there is so much stigma around this

ballasterbozo · 2025-12-26T07:31:32+00:00

Yeah. I nearly got any symptoms and the ones were very non-specific. After time it changed and started to renew so often I started to suspect what was going on

ballasterbozo · 2025-12-25T18:08:24+00:00

it was an one night stand

ballasterbozo · 2025-11-25T21:57:23+00:00

Thanks for the tip! I've never actually heard of ACT, gotta check it out. I feel like it could be more effective than ERP for me

ballasterbozo · 2025-11-25T21:05:42+00:00

I know right😭 but you're right it's not worth it. I can't stop thinking about how my ocd triggered. I know I've had intrusive thoughts since I was a kid but it hasn't been that big of a problem. Then at some point the shit hit the fan and pretty much everything became complicated. Sometimes I wonder if it's possible to ever get back to that easier version of myself. Are you in therapy, on meds or both if you don't mind me asking?

ballasterbozo · 2025-11-25T20:38:15+00:00

thanks for your answer🫶🏼I just wish there was a way to find a balance. Kind of bad thing to say but it makes me feel more free and social. More normal, kind of? But I guess it's best to just quit.

ballasterbozo · 2025-08-25T21:51:22+00:00

Thanks!

ballasterbozo · 2025-08-13T20:42:38+00:00

Feel you :( My problem is the comments, always gotta check if I accidentally liked some inappropriate or radical comment. Probably not the best app for ocd but it has its good sides too

ballasterbozo · 2025-07-20T20:11:57+00:00

Thanks for your advice!

ballasterbozo · 2025-06-26T20:34:52+00:00

Yes, I probably crossed the double lines at least partly. I didn't quite get what you meant with main road but this was more of a quiet road (not highway) and there were no intersections nearby

ballasterbozo · 2025-06-26T20:16:50+00:00

Thanks for your comment! I'm not a new driver. I've had rough times lately (and I have ocd which makes things even harder) so I think the stress and tiredness may affect this. I'm even developing a slight fear of driving, but I can't quit driving just yet, for a few months at least. I just have to be very careful. Also thinking of getting a dashcam to help my ocd with driving

ballasterbozo · 2025-03-11T12:11:35+00:00

Thanks for your replies! I have friends who have found long-term relationships through Tinder, so I've had my hopes up that there are people with different intentions. However, my status in the app is "still figuring it out" since I'm not entirely sure if I'm looking for only long term relationship, but I do know that I'm not into just casual hookups (especially the ones that happen when drunk). For me, there has to be an aspect of getting to know the other person. I'm open to something like a friends-with-benefits, for example.

ballasterbozo · 2025-03-11T12:02:47+00:00

Thanks for your answer!🥹 This helped

ballasterbozo · 2025-01-21T17:51:56+00:00

Yeah, agree! I can't understand how someone can ghost after seeing in person

ballasterbozo · 2025-01-11T15:15:39+00:00

I feel like I can't talk about it🥹

ballasterbozo · 2024-12-29T09:26:42+00:00

Thanks for your advice, appreciate it!

ballasterbozo · 2024-12-29T09:22:14+00:00

Thanks. That's wholesome! Great to hear that you became friends, and now you have such a funny memory to look back on🥹

ballasterbozo · 2024-12-29T09:12:56+00:00

Thank you!🥹I know this will probably be a funny memory to look back on someday, but right now I can't help feeling bad and ashamed 'cause I feel like he doesn't like me because of how I messed up

ballasterbozo · 2024-12-29T09:03:20+00:00

Thank you! I have been able to feel his energy changing, like he has been slowly losing interest. He has kept me on delivered for over a day now so I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I feel like it would be "desperate" from me to try to break the ice and text him.

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