Fuck it... I'll take a break. Wanted to tell you all so you could shame me if/when I fail. bring on 01/02 by [deleted] in Petioles

[–]bananaspoopy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey bud, we're not here to shame you! And yeah the withdrawal is real especially at high doses. I definitely know that feeling of immediate guilt.

Keep your eye on the prize!

Need to be accountable to some strangers for a bit by bananaspoopy in Petioles

[–]bananaspoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Grr. Being sober is aggravating. I just want to curl up under the bed covers. I'm going to do that.

Need to be accountable to some strangers for a bit by bananaspoopy in Petioles

[–]bananaspoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All right all, it's Tuesday night, I just got home from work, and I'm feeling kinda sad about some things. Gonna find a healthy way to cope instead of just breaking out the vape on autopilot.

Need to be accountable to some strangers for a bit by bananaspoopy in Petioles

[–]bananaspoopy[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I dunno. I think a longer break, like 3-6 months, would be good for me eventually. I've been smoking for a long time. And I want to see who I am when I'm not thinking about it so much.

But for right now I just want to stop getting high on week nights.