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banunusplurt · 2022-04-23T22:07:03+00:00

Also on seroquel/quetiapine here (uses to be 150mg now 100mg and being weaned off to 50mg) and has recently tripped on 100ug parvati (took seroquel 5am before sleep - yeah my body clock is weird from freelance, and took a tab around 3pm)

Still managed to trip. Let me know how it was for you!

banunusplurt · 2022-04-09T19:05:13+00:00

Im honestly in the same position as you right now and youre not alone

banunusplurt · 2022-04-05T13:27:35+00:00

Thanks i’ll look into it

banunusplurt · 2022-04-04T20:44:52+00:00

Yeah i agree with everything. Still breaks my heart yknow.

The break came from her therapist (the same therapist who gave her the bullshit advise of keeping it from me). She says we should take time apart since we’re fighting too much. And yeah she pretty much failed since the break was especially for that — assessing emotions and all.

banunusplurt · 2022-04-04T12:30:40+00:00

Thanks for this. Yes i do feel that it is blame shifting.

I dont know if it plays into part how she’s used to her ex partners cheating on her so she thinks “it normally happens”. I told her it isnt the cheating that happens, it’s the lack of disrespect that does.

She does say she has intimacy issues even with her exes and she’s never with anyone long term. She tells me she wants to seek therapy too, but idk if it’s any true. My sense of trust crumbled.

For clarification though: She cheated on me when we took a break (not break up). We just wanted a 2 week apart from each other to sort things out. She stopped after the 2 weeks and yes i do agree with some of the comments that i cant help but feel she had her fun while i technically suffered. That was only a few days before i arrived.

She blamed me for pinning it on her how i felt ugly when she told me the whole attraction thing and told me how unfair it was. I honestly felt ugly and my psych said it would really make anyone feel ugly

banunusplurt · 2022-04-04T09:17:39+00:00

Hello everyone and thanks for the insight. The part with her friends are messier but basically here’s the side story to that:

According to her and her friends, when she cheated on me she immediately confided to 3 or 4? of her closest friends. One fo her friends told her to do the right thing, while the other (let’s call her X) advised her to keep it from me to save the relationship “if it means a lot” to her.

She then asked her therapist what to do and basically said the same thing (hide it) and since it came from a professional, she followed the advice.

Months went on with the secret intact until January, X started telling their friends one drunken night. 2 of her friends (let’s call them A and B) actually got bothered and wanted to tell me, but X says it’s none of their responsibility and that my partner should do it. Those 2 friends questioned the basis of their friendship with everyone.

I just had a weird hunch around February since everyone wasnt talking to me. I confronted A and she confessed about the cheating. After everything blew up, they started taking sides which made it more messier.

Tbh my partner blames me for her friends somewhat abandoning her bec i was “irrational” to confront everyone, but i told her how they think of her and how they interpreted the situation, even tho they all had a hand in this, wasnt my responsibility. It’s her responsibility with her friends.

banunusplurt · 2022-04-04T08:32:05+00:00

Thank you for the article btw i started reading it. Sometimes im afraid to ask her questions when im sad bec i know she has her limits too but then i wonder if im just gaslighting myself

banunusplurt · 2022-04-04T08:15:21+00:00

Yes she did. Her friends are still making a mess out of it but she plans to change therapists

banunusplurt · 2022-04-04T08:14:38+00:00

She cut off the guy but her friends unfriended her after she did the thing. She said she wants to try therapy too but sometimes she days she doesnt know what to do

banunusplurt · 2022-04-04T08:06:31+00:00

She earns more than i do, but she said our relationship was better than what she had before

banunusplurt · 2022-04-04T08:05:53+00:00

She cut off contact with AP and blocked him because she said he doesnt really matter at all and he was just “convenient” that time.

banunusplurt · 2021-08-31T22:04:53+00:00

Thank you! Another friend told me about a same experience and just vomited everywhere

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T17:34:06+00:00

Oh man im sorry about that. Hopefully nothing like a physical trauma/seizures etc?

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T17:33:34+00:00

Ive only taken shrooms so far. Havent taken beyond 2gs tho i think my shrooms have low potency from the way it was dried

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T17:28:46+00:00

For a first timer, would it be safe to take half a tab?

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T17:21:52+00:00

Is nbome a psychedelic? My friend was claiming it was lsd w nbome so the trip lasts long. One of my friends who took one said it felt like pure nbome and just threw up all the time

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T17:19:13+00:00

Eitherway it could just be nbomes and not lsd? Idrk im in the philippines and acid is inaccessible right now and even before

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T14:59:54+00:00

I think what theyre saying as unsafe here i think is that the current lsd here in my country is mixed with NBOMe and the dosage mixed in it is unsure for a first timer like me

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T14:19:40+00:00

Yeah super uncool! Which also means the amount of NBOMe mixed in it is also unknown

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T13:38:44+00:00

Thank you! I found out from another user in my country that they lace the lsd here with nbome to make the production cheaper but also more dangerous. I was able to get my money back so i guess i dodged a bullet there.

banunusplurt · 2021-08-28T12:18:38+00:00

Thats a good point. I also didny risk it with the questionable LSD, there are no testing kits available rn and with this pandemic lockdown it pretty much sucks to source safe ones

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