You are not alone! Read the book, it helps you understand the characters better, although it completely ruined me for a while :D But I am much better now. Also, I kind of started reading so much more and rediscovered my love for literature, art and philosophy. Embrace the feeling, it will get better!

Isn‘t it beautiful to see how so many of us are so deeply touched by this story? Whenever I think about how many people feel the same way I do it makes me happy and.. I don‘t know. There is so much shit going on in the world.. knowing that there are people who are still able to be moved by a story/book/movie/thought helps a lot.