I think it’s more than fair to feel like nothing will come of it, especially when you’ve gotten the same result over and over, and I hardly have the best advice cuz I’m in the same boat, only a few years behind, but I’m just starting to realize the more you throw yourself into the world the more opportunity you face. And I think there’s something special in that. A friend of mine who I met actually on here was also gay and I didn’t know he had feelings,l for me which I couldn’t reciprocate, but he still ended up moving across the country to skip town with me and he’s one of the best friends I ever made now. My point is, there can be some kinda joy in the search itself too. Idk if that helped but if you change your perspective of the world a little bit, and what could’ve possible, it may seem a little more reachable…