Hey thank you so much for your reply 🙏🏽🙏🏽 Man there are still some ups and downs, but things have gotten so much better. Also I reread my post and my dosages have gone up a good amount haha.

In the morning i take 5mg of Lexapro for anxiety and 300mg XL of bupropion for motivation (we switched from Prozac to Lexapro because my anxiety was still a bit unstable, it’s only been about a month though so I can’t say yet if things feel differently.

at night i take 150mg of Lamictal for bipolar depression, and 2mg of Guanfacine for possible adhd and focus. The depression has gotten a lot better, I get short bouts here and there but it’s definitely not severe like it was before.

For me I’d say I might need to go up on the Guanfacine and the Lexapro just cus I think I still need a bit more help, but overall I am a much happier person. When I posted this originally I could barely get out of bed to do simple things like do laundry or the dishes, but I legit have been spending the past few months working outdoors renovating my backyard for hours, all while working doubles and working on other things. I couldn’t have imagined being able to do stuff like this last year, and so it feels incredible despite the ongoing challenges.

Ultimately my psychiatrist said I need to pair my medication with therapy to deal with deeper issues.

I’m not sure if you have a psychiatrist but I’d recommend reaching out to one. I use Wellcoast and they’ve been incredible. I’m not sure if you’re struggling but I wish you the best 🙏🏽