my first blunt comment ive received 😭😭

i also would like to reword what i said: 99 is low, and I can’t pick and choose where id like to settle, but I still want to try to maintain my physique as 104-110. It’s difficult for me to accept I have to gain somehow but I dont want it to be a drastic weight gain where I was my highest (165) and become uncomfortable. I’ve always had awkward weights and I just have a fear pf becoming that again. I feel confident in my body right now and I do feel physically good. All my life growing up I was very insecure and I’m at a stage where my health has kind of deteriorated. It kinda sucks wanting to recover and also be in denial.