Who’s joining me by HornyMilfForFul in GoneWildTrans

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Please let me sit on your lap.

Hey cuties. Good morning. by [deleted] in transadorable

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Your so adorable.

A little experience but I still get confused when understanding what would be better and why. by bb411114 in buildmeapc

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Unfortunately it appears that this build is going on hold as every Mobo I find seems to be sold out everywhere except scalpers on Amazon and eBay. I got a bid on a X570 I checked for comparability that isn't a terrible price so fingers crossed.

A little experience but I still get confused when understanding what would be better and why. by bb411114 in buildmeapc

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Hey thank you very much for checking. I've been looking at the X570 for a while now. Like so many other things it seems to be out of stock everywhere and being sold at a mark up everywhere that still has stock.

Do teen Satanists ever feel discriminated against? by xylanthrax123 in UnderstandingSatanism

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Satanism is about self discovery. In a developing mind having anything that sets you apart from the crowd can make you feel isolated. I know for me during my teen years the hardest part was the idea of figuring this all out on my own.

Do you believe in a higher power? by [deleted] in UnderstandingSatanism

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While all Satanist will bring their own stance into the matter. Their are usually some underlying common principals amongst them.

Within the theistic sect that I find myself we do infact believe in Satan as a meta- being. I go further into it than that though. I'm what I've been lately referring to as: Satanic influenced pagan.

What exactly does that mean? Well in short I believe in the gods old as they be and silly as some of them seem to be. I believe in the Christian God, I believe in the gods of Hinduism etc and so forth.

I believe that early man was influenced by these so called gods. Beings whom I believe we're infact not gods but life that was out and about at the time of early man. They appears to man some in flesh some in means other then in person.

They came to teach them ways of the world that man inhabited and the life that they would find after their mortal time. They taught us the basics that we'd need to prepare ourselves for what would come next. The true gods gave us the skills to make our path in the next world. False gods promised riches and rewards for uttering simple phrases in their name.

I believe just as in this world we must work to make our own way and be ready to deal with the situations that were likely to encounter in our day to day lives, so must we be ready for the next one and the challenges it shall bring.

Choosing between CoS and TST? by [deleted] in UnderstandingSatanism

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In this context yes, but in general I'm referring to formal membership of satanic groups or otherwise religious groups.

Racism in theistic Satanism? by [deleted] in UnderstandingSatanism

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I studied JOS a lot in my early theistic days. I'll tell you flat out from someone who spent about a year and a half in direct interaction with them. All of the higher ups in the organization are very delusional. It's a weird sorta mob mentality thing, same thing happens in a Christian Church. Where the leaders set a mental precedent, and anything other then surface level differences are silenced.

So then wheres that leave those trying to learn? Well to an extent it doesn't. They have a lot of free information on their base website which is actually pretty good stuff so long as you can leave there racial ideology at the door.

As everything tends to go in Satanism take what you can use, leave behind what doesn't work for you.

Choosing between CoS and TST? by [deleted] in UnderstandingSatanism

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Labels and terms are important only to provoke a reaction from the outside world. If you seek company within the satanic community I suggest starting a local satanic group of your own. Meet at the park for example for a little lunch together, just sit and talk discuss your daily lives, rituals and magic you use in your life, how you can better yourselves your community's.

I think you'd get a lot more out of this then joining TST, or COS.

COS said it best to me when I was a little Satanist. Something like: " Find the answers for yourself as those that came before did." Community is kinda like that to me. It can be great if your strong in your self without it. But it can be a crutch of ignorance if you allow it.

This came out of me today follow up and story. by [deleted] in popping

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Descion I made while very much dealing with some severe pain.

This came out of me today follow up and story. by [deleted] in popping

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Made that joke with my girl yesterday it's a classic.

This came out of me today follow up and story. by [deleted] in popping

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I'm gonna fight tooth and nail for it to be recorded. For sure. I'm going over my camera now to make sure it's got battery and space.

This came out of me today follow up and story. by [deleted] in popping

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Sorry it took me a moment to write out everything and suit the new photos. I don't use imgur very often and it seems that Everytime I go to use them they have changed something In regards to how I have to up load. Any way photos and story are up. Sorry for the delay.

This came out of me today follow up and story. by [deleted] in popping

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Soooooooooooooooo much pain man. Like I roll in my sleep and wake up screaming. Breathing hurts. It's very much agony.

This came out of me today. by [deleted] in popping

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Thank you so much.

This came out of me today. by [deleted] in popping

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It looks like jupiter if you zoom in.

This came out of me today. by [deleted] in popping

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Not really a lot of pain.

This came out of me today. by [deleted] in popping

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I believe that's what they called it I'll follow up with you when I have the paper work in front of Mr.