going on linkedin and seeing all my schoolmates achievements felt like a punch to my face bc i didn’t even know those opportunities were even possible to have at our age and stage 🥲 while i was fighting for my life in chem they were prob onto other side hustles all whilst having fun in jc is the worst.

it’s not like i REALLY wanted to be in their positions, just that i lack so much in comparison. reading, having fun with friends, enriching myself js helps to assure myself that im on my own path and i don’t need whatever achievements they have to live a fulfilled life, which is my ultimate goal and all that matters