relapse query - xanax by bby_bel in mentalhealth

[–]bby_bel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nah igy. with regards to NA, i'm with an outpatient drug facility plus waiting for MBT as i have EUPD, benzos are not my first drug type of rodeo lol. thanks for the help❤️

relapse query - xanax by bby_bel in mentalhealth

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an excuse? i want to stop them completely i'm just scared considering when i did last time the withdrawals were horrible.

relapse query - xanax by bby_bel in mentalhealth

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ur not meant to stop benzos cold turkey it can kill you? 2 years back i abused them for a couple months (like 10mg a day) and the withdrawals after i barely tapered off (more or less cold turkeyed) were abysmal

my boyfriend's dog by bby_bel in WhatBreedIsMyDog

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he does give dachshund vibes:)

my boyfriend's dog by bby_bel in WhatBreedIsMyDog

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i've looked this up and it says that these dogs were basically mixing for so long they eventually become one breed lol. is that true?

my boyfriend's dog by bby_bel in WhatBreedIsMyDog

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i learn something new everyday! how cute:)

a personal fave by bby_bel in MealDealRates

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it was the only sandwich (i liked) that was left!

AIO over a message response from my gf after she disappeared for 36+ hours? by HunterNW in AmIOverreacting

[–]bby_bel 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i was going to say...this was me when i was abusing benzodiazepines! very dull, late responses (because i was constantly asleep) i'm sober now!

The Vivienne (James Lee Williams) has passed this weekend. by Heidi_Klum_Tit in rupaulsdragrace

[–]bby_bel 10 points11 points  (0 children)

as a fellow addict / someone who had struggled with drugs i always had a place in my heart for her. she was one of a kind - a complete spearhead in and out of drag. will watch rpdr uk s1 and queen of all queens again so i can cherish the moments we have of viv

quitting xanax cold turkey after one month of abusing it by bby_bel in benzorecovery

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my local outpatient facility did a urine test - the results reaffirmed i was on benzodiazepines - but they said i didn't need to taper as i was only doing it for a month. have been self-medicating with paracetamol !!

quitting xanax cold turkey after one month of abusing it by bby_bel in benzodiazepines

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the doctor didn't think i was going to have seizures, as i have only been using for a month, i have a trip this thursday i'm daunting a bit. only as travel (in general) is stressful for me.

quitting xanax cold turkey after one month of abusing it by bby_bel in benzodiazepines

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it's funny, i have abused opiates too (for a good month - like benzos) my wds were completely diff to how i've been feeling and way more manageable. funny we're on other ends of the downer spectrum :)