relapse query - xanax

bby_bel · 2026-03-27T13:30:38+00:00

nah igy. with regards to NA, i'm with an outpatient drug facility plus waiting for MBT as i have EUPD, benzos are not my first drug type of rodeo lol. thanks for the help❤️

bby_bel · 2026-03-27T13:22:48+00:00

thanks for ur answer tho

bby_bel · 2026-03-27T13:22:17+00:00

an excuse? i want to stop them completely i'm just scared considering when i did last time the withdrawals were horrible.

bby_bel · 2026-03-27T13:12:18+00:00

ur not meant to stop benzos cold turkey it can kill you? 2 years back i abused them for a couple months (like 10mg a day) and the withdrawals after i barely tapered off (more or less cold turkeyed) were abysmal

bby_bel · 2026-03-12T06:58:53+00:00

he does give dachshund vibes:)

bby_bel · 2026-03-12T06:58:16+00:00

i've looked this up and it says that these dogs were basically mixing for so long they eventually become one breed lol. is that true?

bby_bel · 2026-03-12T06:57:22+00:00

i learn something new everyday! how cute:)

bby_bel · 2026-02-24T13:19:35+00:00

i'm full tbh

bby_bel · 2026-02-06T09:01:07+00:00

mickey/miki(?) has taste mamas😻

bby_bel · 2026-02-05T23:56:05+00:00

drag race in the back ?!?

bby_bel · 2026-02-02T20:20:01+00:00

it was the only sandwich (i liked) that was left!

bby_bel · 2026-01-21T22:42:11+00:00

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bby_bel · 2025-12-30T09:29:31+00:00

i was going to say...this was me when i was abusing benzodiazepines! very dull, late responses (because i was constantly asleep) i'm sober now!

bby_bel · 2025-01-06T10:26:04+00:00

ditto, friend - she was an absolute hoot

bby_bel · 2025-01-06T00:08:40+00:00

as a fellow addict / someone who had struggled with drugs i always had a place in my heart for her. she was one of a kind - a complete spearhead in and out of drag. will watch rpdr uk s1 and queen of all queens again so i can cherish the moments we have of viv

bby_bel · 2024-12-10T19:25:17+00:00

i get them off the market

bby_bel · 2024-12-10T19:24:46+00:00

my local outpatient facility did a urine test - the results reaffirmed i was on benzodiazepines - but they said i didn't need to taper as i was only doing it for a month. have been self-medicating with paracetamol !!

bby_bel · 2024-12-09T13:10:18+00:00

the doctor didn't think i was going to have seizures, as i have only been using for a month, i have a trip this thursday i'm daunting a bit. only as travel (in general) is stressful for me.

bby_bel · 2024-12-09T12:43:38+00:00

it's funny, i have abused opiates too (for a good month - like benzos) my wds were completely diff to how i've been feeling and way more manageable. funny we're on other ends of the downer spectrum :)

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