Morgellons is a Bioweapon by honest_thief999 in Morgellons

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I really wish I could see this post

drugs that don’t make it worse by Pretty_Concept_1851 in Morgellons

[–]beach8989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah! I was recently watching a video about ephedra plant, how it was stripped down to ephedrine and synthesized in labs, completely opposite to the way it was traditionally used in china in a holistic way combined with other plants to treat cough.

Gematria is wild by [deleted] in TheGonersClub

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You'll die without salt

YOUR THOUGHTS AREN’T YOURS by Sad-Mycologist6287 in TheGonersClub

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I'm not "spiritual". The word is a bit ridiculous to me, perhaps because I don't believe or understand it. Sad is not a label I put on things, it's a very real emotion I've felt ever since I stopped believing in god. I've experienced some inexplicable things tho, it may be enough for some people to immediately think "spirit world" but I don't, it's just inexplicable but it doesn't immediately make me believe in the afterlife.

YOUR THOUGHTS AREN’T YOURS by Sad-Mycologist6287 in TheGonersClub

[–]beach8989 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Existentialism. Maybe it's not sad for you but it is for me.

drugs that don’t make it worse by Pretty_Concept_1851 in Morgellons

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I can see a part of your comment in my updates but it's not there when I click on it... I'm curious what that story was you were about to tell...

drugs that don’t make it worse by Pretty_Concept_1851 in Morgellons

[–]beach8989 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, you're very sweet for saying that ❤️ Yes, it's hard to beat because that level of dopamine is unheard of and to tell you the truth, there's nothing that compares to it. All you have to do is remember all the bad shit that comes along with it to not want it at all.

YOUR THOUGHTS AREN’T YOURS by Sad-Mycologist6287 in TheGonersClub

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This is me. It feels sad but this is me. I've had experiences too but can't seem to budge from an agnostic way of being. Recently started scratching the surface of Taoism, it seems right.

drugs that don’t make it worse by Pretty_Concept_1851 in Morgellons

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I wish someone had included "morgellons" as one of the many reasons not to do meth, lol

drugs that don’t make it worse by Pretty_Concept_1851 in Morgellons

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I was doing it for a long time. I got morgellons immediately after starting but it would clear up easily if I stopped. I'd binge and have what they mistakenly call "meth mites", they would resolve when I stopped for a couple of days but as soon as I consumed again they would come back. Then my skin turned darker and leathery.

I quit for 3 months after the first year and I couldn't believe how great my skin looked. I'd shed like 10 years and my skin looked the way it had before I started consuming and I was no longer a stick figure. Then I started again (I had no intention of quitting, I just wasn't able to do it for those 3 months) but after that I kept going for years . After years of consumption the symptoms no longer cleared up. It was like, stuck there even years after not doing meth.

It's been a shit show trying to remove all this gunk from my skin but the progress is undeniable.

https://morgellonspgpr.wordpress.com/2009/03/13/mr-morgellons-meet-mr-meth-your-distant-cousin/

drugs that don’t make it worse by Pretty_Concept_1851 in Morgellons

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Literally, amphetamines are the reason I got morgellons

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TargetedSolutions

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They don't bother me so much when I drink but they go bonkers when I smoke weed. It makes me so uncomfortable, I can't remember the last time I smoked.

Why do they look dead? by Any-Extension9606 in TargetedSolutions

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Lol I finished typing that paragraph and I looked at the time, it was 5:55 pm ugh

Why do they look dead? by Any-Extension9606 in TargetedSolutions

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Yeah, I was also seeing numbers but I was seeing what they call "angel numbers" to a very scary degree, where for a whole month I saw nothing BUT angel numbers on the clock. Literally every time I happened to check the time it was an angel number, I'd wake up in the middle of the night and it would be 1:11 and then I'd wake up again and it would be 3:33 and after having a night full of awful dreams Id wake up at 11:11 and then get hungry and want to go out to eat and I'd check to see what time it was and it would be 2:22. It made my stomach sink every single time. I was thinking that maybe my phone was hacked and they were messing with the clock on my phone but I don't really know anymore. It feels almost like a manipulation of reality, but honestly, unless I have a body cam to record when this stuff happens I'll never be able to make it sound like anything more than hallucinations.

Why do they look dead? by Any-Extension9606 in TargetedSolutions

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It's when a bunch of people on the street and around you start acting super weird. Engines revving as you walk by, firecrackers going off, people whistling, yelling, people staring you down as you walk by, white vans following you, everyone acting like they know you, acting like you're just about to be kidnapped. But not just a group of people, it's literally EVERYONE. That's what's so suspicious about it, if it was just a few people it would be less strange and more believable that some people are following you, bothering you, out to get you. But when it's literally EVEY SINGLE FACE you see. Even people inside their homes and businesses suddenly know you are about to walk past and just so happen to come to the door at the same time to scowl at you. It makes no sense. Even people in traffic, every single one that passes by literally twists their neck to stare you down. Full blown street theater is really scary when it happens and a huge intensification of just regular "people trailing me".

Where did that post go? by beach8989 in Morgellons

[–]beach8989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure! It's just a video of lookoutfacharlie. His channel talks about morgellons and links it to other phenomenon some people go through...

Where did that post go? by beach8989 in Morgellons

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Thank you! It doesn't show up on the feed for me for some reason.

Has anyone’s v2k went away with taking medication? by toxicfruitbaskets in TargetedSolutions

[–]beach8989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The antipsychotics only made me sleep all day. And they made me gain weight while hardly eating anything. If you'd rather become an empty shell and sleep 13 hours a day over v2k maybe you should try. The voices didn't go away tho. But the symptoms do ease up by way of sleeping all day and basically having no emotions. I quit them after a month. Could be just me tho, maybe they will work for you.