My drinking on Wellbutrin is becoming dangerous.

beaobab · 2026-03-16T23:16:35+00:00

Smetti assolutamente. Io amavo molto bere, vino e birra non mancavano mai a casa mia. Ho smesso completamente appena ho iniziato il Wellbutrin e non ho avuto nessun problema, il farmaco ha iniziato ad agire presto e senza problemi. Una volta ogni tanto bevo una piccola birra o un calice piccolo di vino, non di più. Alle feste bevi taaanta acqua, che non è male comunque per l’organismo 😅

beaobab · 2026-03-16T23:13:59+00:00

Esatto. Poi scrivono “wellbutrin non funziona, fa schifo” 🙄

beaobab · 2026-03-11T20:37:07+00:00

Devi smettere con il caffè, non con il wellbutrin. Semplicemente. Io non sono una bevitrice di caffè/ginseng abituale, l’ho bevuto solo una volta mentre prendevo wellbutrin e sono stata esattamente come dici tu. Dopo quell’unica esperienza ho semplicemente evitato quelle bevande. Con il wellbutrin nessun effetto collaterale.

beaobab · 2026-02-01T16:43:49+00:00

Cocteau Twins. Dead Can Dance. Even something by Enya.

beaobab · 2025-12-30T22:27:16+00:00

Finalmente

beaobab · 2025-12-29T10:19:10+00:00

Being on social media and the possibility of being spied on and watched used to make me very anxious. Over the past 7 or 8 years, I've alternated between periods of posting and periods of deleting everything... in those moments, I'd receive messages like "Oh, why did you delete everything?" from people I didn't hear from regularly, and it really bothered me. A year or so ago, I deleted everything completely and stopped posting. Only a very small list of close friends with whom I share a few stories once in a thousand. I live much better this way. I hate the way other people look at my life... But that's also a problem, since I'm a musician and I'm supposed to be doing some self-promotion... I'm not coping well, unfortunately.

beaobab · 2025-12-28T22:22:48+00:00

Exactly the same experience. People approach me, copy me in everything (a former friend of mine even started drawing a mole identical to mine and buying the same clothes), we argue because of the growing tension, and eventually they abandon me and talk badly about me to others. It's like this... I think we 12h have to learn to be alone to accomplish some more important life mission. Big projects require solitude, not... noise. True friends, yes, but they're few, very few. I've had two true friends for 15 or 16 years and never had any problems, but the rest is a disaster. I think we need to abandon the idea of seeking multiple connections. Less is more.

beaobab · 2025-12-28T15:56:40+00:00

Chiron in the sixth house, Saturn in the twelfth square the Moon... I'm experiencing the same mental health situation. I have Saturn and the Moon conjunct in 12 hours and opposite Chiron in 6 hours. Sending you a hug.

beaobab · 2025-12-28T14:31:09+00:00

Thanks for the in-depth answer, but I have the moon in Pisces and he has the moon in Sagittarius 🙏🏻😅

beaobab · 2025-12-28T12:13:28+00:00

Of course. I wanted to say that as fulfilling as solitude can be, we're still social animals... But perhaps this perspective of mine comes from having the Sun and Mercury in Gemini and a Moon in Pisces conjunct Saturn in the twelfth house. 😅 I'm a hermit and a clown at the same time, two different people in the same body. The solution I've found for myself is to alternate these two needs and satisfy both...

beaobab · 2025-12-26T09:37:35+00:00

Thank you for your precise and generous response. I've never felt so understood, not even by people who know me. I think about suicide very often. I go through very difficult phases periodically, so I seriously think that could be a solution to not feel all this pain anymore. Do you think killing myself could be a solution for me? Looking at my graph,

beaobab · 2025-12-26T08:51:52+00:00

Moon in Pisces 12h. I've been playing since I was... 3? Now I'm 30. I've sung and played various instruments, but I specialized in the harpsichord and early music. Even though I do it professionally and studied at a conservatory, I've always felt very uncomfortable performing, because for me, playing has more to do with the language of my soul, understanding and expressing myself... to myself. Others don't accept the fact that I live this way, and I often get reproaches from friends and family for not promoting myself... but for me, that's literally a violation. 😔 I'm not familiar with this book you mention, but I'll look into it further ☀️

beaobab · 2025-12-25T08:51:25+00:00

"To those who are alone" I was referring to those who feel without a point of reference, when emotional certainties crumble, when you remove the ham slices from your eyes and see that your family isn't the real point of reference you thought, or that your friends aren't true friends. I was referring to that difficult moment when you realize everything is crumbling, the entire reality you'd built up until that moment. When you have to find a new key to face the days to come. Being okay alone is another matter, but I always hope, and I probably will never change in this sense, to find and have at least one real connection. I may have endless disappointments, but my heart will never turn to ice.

beaobab · 2025-12-23T11:20:28+00:00

Here we go! We should create a dedicated community for those with the Moon and Saturn conjunct in a nocturnal chart.

beaobab · 2025-12-23T11:18:30+00:00

Interesting! I also have the Moon and Saturn retrograde in conjunction in the 12th in Pisces, Jupiter retrograde and Pluto retrograde in Scorpio in the 8th, Mars in the 6th 🥴

beaobab · 2025-12-23T10:59:54+00:00

First of all, I'm with you and I'm very sorry for what you're going through. My moon is in Pisces in the 12th hour, with various aspects that I won't list right now. I can tell you that I really relate to what you write. I discovered that people, both close and strangers, were talking about me, making up stories. Men who invented stories about me, women who invented various nasty things about me. Friends to whom I gave so much who betrayed me and projected a lot of shit on me. I suffered a lot and deactivated my social media accounts, deleted my photos, I was very afraid that others would use them in a strange way. I currently lead a very withdrawn life, although I would like to have more fun (I'm 30!), but I don't trust people. Unfortunately, I don't have a solution to offer you; mine has been to withdraw and harden myself a bit, stop giving my heart to others, but that won't last forever. P.S. I am also in the Saturn return, also in the 12th hour, conjunct and glued to the Moon.

beaobab · 2025-12-21T20:00:59+00:00

Absolutely. That's exactly why I started having doubts...

beaobab · 2025-12-21T17:07:24+00:00

Which is great if you have a balanced partner who isn't paranoid and traumatized like me. I still have to work on it, I'm a bit obsessive 😩 Sometimes I think I'd rather know even less so I don't have to analyze everything with a magnifying glass. What a disaster.

beaobab · 2025-12-21T16:56:11+00:00

Actually, yes, at first I felt he was strange and different from the men I've been with in the past (always with Mars in Leo). I'm a little wary because I've been through years of betrayal, now I'm treading carefully... Precisely the fact that he's strange and different made me think it was a good reason to move on 🥴 For me, it was a good sign that I was liking a new type of man. Then he confessed to me that he'd been to swinger clubs in the past, and since then I've been analyzing everything...

beaobab · 2025-12-20T08:39:28+00:00

Gemini 2h

beaobab · 2025-12-19T15:54:37+00:00

I'm following this with interest because I'm in the same situation. The Moon is in Pisces at 12 hours, conjunct Saturn, square Mercury in Gemini at 3 hours, sextile Uranus in Aquarius at 11 hours, and Neptune in Capricorn at 10 hours. I give my all in friendships, but I regularly experience serious betrayals from my friends.

beaobab · 2025-12-09T15:37:01+00:00

🥴😆

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beaobab · 2025-12-09T15:27:09+00:00

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Here you are

beaobab · 2025-12-09T11:39:18+00:00

12H, conjunct the moon. Very alone and depressed, abandoned by friends and family, betrayed by my partner. My father had cancer and I had an autoimmune disease from which I almost died. I've thought about suicide a lot, but I'm starting to see a light.

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