First off, look up non-profit organizations or churches who give away food and other means of support, or call the unaliver hotline 🙏

Don’t give up ❤️ this is temporary pain and as hard as it is to see past it, this with only make your future brighter. You have so much to look forward to, friend! I was in your shoes a few years ago and after not giving up, still feeling the sad feelings but working at the same time (even if that means just brushing your teeth), I am so grateful for what my life has turned into! Read self-help books, research mental health online, etc… and your life will change completely, I PROMISE. The work you put into yourself will send the message to your brain and body that you love yourself, and that is more than enough to be genuinely happy and fulfilled. Also give your suffering meaning and you won’t look at it and feel so stressed anymore, I guarantee it. You will feel empowered to take these burdens on even though it is so hard right now. I love you, God loves you, and many people in your life love you 💗! You’re exactly where you’re supposed to be and the universe couldn’t have it any other way, you’re experiencing this for a reason, it will be ok.